Do you guys know what the best thing about summer is?

Its eating ice cream.

Not swimming, as most people would say. See, cuz there are indoor and heated pools to go swimming in during the rest of the year.

But when you eat ice cream in the summer, you don't get cold. When you eat it in the winter, you get cold.

So, eating ice cream is the best thing about summer.

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I've accepted the fact that David and I won't be going out again. I needed to accept it so that I'd be able to get over it. I still really like him, but I need to focus on the more important things now.

I guess its a good thing that I don't work with him that often. It makes it a little easier. And on the days/nights that I work with him, I guess its better that I don't actually work with him. We're at different parts of the store for the most part and he's usually out on deliveries.

I really wish I could have known if there would have been anything between us, but I know I never will. I can dream though right?

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Yes, I did intend for there to be a space between 'my' and 'space,' but I am actually talking about Myspace.

Although I don't like myspace all that much, I still go on there every day. I just can't help it. I get bored with all the other sites that I usually go on and I just automatically click on myspace.

Anywho, I thought I'd share with you my page while its still available to the public. I'll be setting it back to private here in the next couple days. I don't think you can look at my pictures, but that's okay. You don't need to. And if you want to, then request my friendship on there and then you can look at the pictures. . . granted I accept your request.

my myspace

Even though its a fairly simple page, I like it. Enjoy!

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1st: Justin -
He's an asshole. Read more about it on lostsoul13

2nd: Stuart -
Right now he's in the ER getting a cat scan. He fractured his jaw a couple days ago while playing hockey. Since he's stubborn, he didn't go to the doctor right away and kept playing hockey. Now, a couple days later, its so swollen that he can't open his mouth and they're doing cat scans cuz he suffered severe bruising that might have caused damage to his brain.

3rd: David -
Its definate that nothing else will happen between him and me. We had our one time going out and that was it. Yet, I'm still hopelessly into him. I can't keep him off my mind and now its starting to annoy. I need to get over him and its not working. Gah!

I have a headache. If only dealing with these guys was as easy as dealing with my headaches. {except maybe Stuart, since he's got a legitimate reason for not coming over}

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So I went to ask David what he was doing this weekend and he said he was doing something for his dad since Sunday was Father's Day. I completely forgot that that was this weekend.

Its not surprising, though, that I forgot. Its a holiday that I pay no attention to. I don't have a father, so I see no point in keeping up with a holiday that requires giving attention to someone I don't have as a part of my family.

I lost my father to brain cancer 12 years ago, this month actually. I lost my step father 2 years ago in August, so I need not worry about Father's Day. Its unfortunate, but something that I've learned to deal with. I guess I sort of make up for it on Mother's Day.

June is not a good month for me, but I'll elaborate more on that towards the end of the month in a blog that I'll post under LostSoul13.

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I have started a blog on Blogger. I've only posted 7 times, but each of them revolves around one thing. One person, actually: David. I've written about him a few times on here, under each of my three names, I do believe. But this blog on Blogger is completely dedicated to how I feel about him.

I know for a fact that he's never going to read it. I don't even think anyone anywhere has seen it. Its not a site that's as open as this one is. Maybe one day I'll give him the URL, but that may or may not ever happen.

Before I move I'll tell him somewhat of how I feel towards him, but I don't think I'll ever be able to get it all out and without faultering. I'm also afraid of how he's going to react. I don't want to come off as 'obsessive' or 'overly attached,' but I want to get my point across.

Once I started that blog, I decided to keep the subject focused around David so that I could document how I feel and so that no one would be able to read it. He knows that I keep a blog here and he remembers the site name because it rhymes with something else. But I don't know if he remembers my usernames here on Nutang. Keeping the blog on the other site prevents him from reading it. I'm not sure how he would react if he were to find it and read what I've written.

Anywho, I'm having a little trouble focusing on writing this cuz I'm watching TV. I'll write again whenever.

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