Beat: Grease - We Go Together

In the morning.. I cleaned the bird cage, vacuumed, and watched Roswell. I also thought about who I am going to vote for.. There are so many people running for California governor.

Jill came over today. We played with our guitars and we tried writing a new song. It didn't go so well. We also listened to my CDs. We watched a little bit of TV too. We watched Made on MTV. Gosh.. I don't usually watch MTV.

Must suck to live on the East coast for today. Sheesh. I feel sorry for them. Gosh, I'm gonna keep a flashlight in my room now, just in case.

I finally saw that episode Queer Eye that I missed. The guy was such a mess! He had a frickin fur coat for a back. Gross! I'm gonna go finish watching Grease! I love that movie! I want a Pink Ladies jack cause it's peachy keen!

Beat: Yellowcard - Way Away

Agh.. I've been to OC too much today. I registered, got my classes, lines, lines, blah blah.. I'm taking 13 units. Gosh, I'm too lazy to write an entry.

I made a new layout.. perhaps, a temporary?

Beat: The Lyndsay Diaries - Mixtapes & Memories

Test taken! My brother and Allan dropped me off over at OC. The English test was easy, but for the math.. I should have taken test blue for math, it would've been easier. I took test green instead, and it was tough. Gah, I'm such of an over achiever. CJ and Jen was in my classroom.

When I got home, I wasn't very hungry so I didn't eat. Around 5 or 6, I went to Mandalay Beach to attend the beach get together. There were a lot of people there. Too many damn couples!

Jill was there and she brought her brother. Jessel and Kenji later came along. We didn't do anything, just walk around. There wasn't any food yet because they haven't started the barbeque. The people there were mostly at the beach wading in the water.

I saw Jonathan there. Apparently, he's taken now. Well, I use to think he was cute stuff. He still is. He had that certain look that I liked. Most of the guys that I've liked tend to have this certain facial feature, and they were all tall, and skinny. I don't know why. I also saw Jerrome. I think it was him.. some guy I met from Friendster.

Anyways, me, Jill, Anthony, Jessel, and Kenji decided to go to The Esplanade. We went to Borders to check out books and the CDs. Me and Jill went to Old Navy to get applications and to try on clothes. We had no money so we didn't buy anything.

Jessel and Kenji left early so me, Jill, and her brother stuck around Borders. We were all very hungry but the pastry in Borders were costly. Jill taught me how to play chess! She said I was pretty good for a beginner. I almost beat her too! I like playing chess now. She didn't want to play again though.

My sister gave me a ride home from Borders because she had to buy stuff there anyway. We went to Taco Bell knowing there wasn't food at home. I frickin ate those two damn Chalupas! I really was starving! Nick works there now. He was working at the drive-thru. They didn't have the 50 cent tacos. Chalupas are the best anyways!

Oh yeah, I missed out on today's Queer Eye episode. Grrr..

Beat: Anberlin - Radiofuels

I made an appointment to meet with a councelor concerning my classes. I hate having to talk to people I don't know on the phone, especially making appointments and asking questions. I even wrote down what I'm going to say because I tend to get all tongue twisted. Well, tomorrow, [I mean today] is the day I take placement tests. I never got my AP Exam results for that AP test I took.. hmm.. Good luck to me.

My brother was suppose to take me driving today but he said he was coming back for me after he left. He never did.

Later on my sister asked me if I wanted to go to Costco and I did. I looked at the books and DVDs. Tasting hour was already over so yea. Haha.. I can get hella full over there trying their food. Well, that's about it. Later days.

Beat: Anberlin - Autobahn

Well I'm 18 and I don't drive. Sucks huh? I'm scared of driving so yeah. I have a permit and all and I practice sometimes.. in a parking lot. Today was the first time I drove on the street, the streets in Bakersfield don't count because there aren't that much people in my neighborhood there.

Oh mah goodness! I drove near the park and there were a whole grip of cars parked on the street and a ton of people. I was so scared. My sister forced me to drive for a really long time. I kinda got used to it. I'm still scared. My sister said I was a pretty good driver but I was driving hella slow. I bet she was thinking, "God, my sister drives like a gradma!"

As a reward, my sister bought Biscotti & Expresso ice cream from Rite Aid. Score! Afterwards, we took the ice cream home and ate some and went to Target. Third time this week. Gosh, I went to Target with three different people. Haha.. I'm going to apply.

Anthony called me! I freaked out because he wouldn't tell me his name because I didn't recognize his voice. I had to let him go though because I didn't have service in there. "Can you hear me now? Good." Haha.. more like, "Can you hear me now? Hello? Are you there?"

I bought a gigantic bag of Honey Nut Chex Mix and this really good chocolate bar with whole hazelnuts.. Yum. Okay! I'm gonna go watch the re-run of today's Dance Fever.

Beat: The Ataris - In This Diary
Quote of the Day A good friend will come bail you out of jail.. but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn! We fucked up."

I was just watching that As Told By Ginger movie on TV. It got me thinking about my friends. I really miss my old friends. Maybe if I gave up the thing I love doing the most, I could still be really close friends with my old friends. Yeah, Drill gave me a lot of great experiences and great memories, but thinking back, I could have made better memories with my actual friends. I never thought that it [Drill] would change me. I guess it did..not in a good way, not in a bad way. I wish it could have been just like freshman year. It could have really made my senior year in high school memorable.. I miss those days.

When I wrote this entry, I put it as private. When I thought about it, it shouldn't be. By putting my life out and open on the web, for everyone to read, I feel that I shouldn't hide my thoughts and feelings. If I put it private, I might as well not have an internet journal.