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Snow is an amazing thing to me. I feel like it means a new beginning, and a clean slate. Tonight when I was walking back from dinner it started to snow and it looked like glitter when it was falling through the street lamps. It was beautiful and made me really happy inside. Even though it was freezing and the wind was blowing my hair all already my face and I felt like I was being pushed, it was amazing.
I found out that in order to get a B in physics I need to get 30 out of 35 on my final….that’s gunna be tough but I think I could do it if I tried really hard.
I only need a 75 on my bio final to get an A. WMST, News Writing, and History are all essay so it’s kind of hard to gauge out I will do…

Woo I am feeling pretty good right now....had a pretty nice day. I had a decorating program and my residents came and we had a nice night, our floor is a winter wonderland. *smiles*
I freaked a little in my staff meeting and I said the f bomb but I sent an email apologizing for losing my cool and I think most of the staff felt the same way I did.... 2 hr meets are just to freaking long after 3 hrs of classes right before it…

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UGH so I am so very annoyed at my floor. They just totally suck. First of all I had a mandatory meeting last night and like a quarter of the floor didn’t show. How hard is it to show up for 15 minutes to get information you need about winter closing…seriously it isn’t that hard people. Get off your ass.
Then I spent like a million hours Sunday night creating posters for my upcoming events. I think I had 5 in all big colorful pretty posters I was pretty happy with all of them because I am not that artistic so they came out ok.
Well today I walk off the elevator and can’t think of what looked off about the floor. Then it hits me when I get in my room and I walk out to look again and all of my posters are gone. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ABOUT?! Seriously I know they didn’t want them because they were so awesome they just took them to be dicks.
I have no idea why someone would do that. Is it funny? It makes me not want to do anything for the floor again. I mean it’s not like they had to come to the events what was someone insulted about the pizza party I am having right before finals?
I mean I was so angry I swore and yelled and I wanted to cry a little because it is so disheartening.
I am really glad I only have one semester left. I couldn’t do this job for another year. It is soo much for me… I am too stressed and it isn’t really worth it all in the long run because I don’t feel like I have helped a single person on my floor.
I hate this.

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My Day: I saw a car with Michigan plates today. it's a boring plate.

Physics- My teacher made it sound like he was going to give a huge curve of on the exam. So yay for things like that, and he is giving us our grades so far this semester next class.

I found out a got an A- on my 5 page women’s studies paper. So I was very excited.

School seems like it is ending nicely. That of course doesn’t mean I will not be stressed next week but at least I can remind myself that I have made it this far.

I am going paint balling this weekend! How crazy and un-me is that!? Casey and I were talking about how we would like to do the paint ball we saw in that movie, “10 Things I Hate About You.” When the two people went paint balling but not with guns, but with like big golf ball size paint balls that you through like baseball’s. But I don’t know if that is a real type of thing.

So I am joining colleen and chris and like 7 other people who are going this weekend. Only a few of them have been before so we will all be on the same page.

Exciting things to look forward woot.

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Reaction time for motor skills, such as driving is reduced by 41% after smoking 1 joint and is reduced 63% after smoking 2 joints.

There have been over 7,000 published scientific and medical studies documenting the damage that marijuana poses. Not one study has shown marijuana to be safe.

Data has shown that people high on marijuana show the same lack of coordination on standard "drunk driver" tests as do people who have had to much to drink.
Reaction time for motor skills, such as driving is reduced by 41% after smoking 1 joint and is reduced 63% after smoking 2 joints.
The daily use of 1 to 3 marijuana joints can produce the same lung damage and potential cancer risk as smoking five times as many cigarettes.

Marijuana is a complex material containing 421 chemicals, 60 of which are only found in marijuana

Marijuana abuse is associated with many detrimental health effects. These effects can include frequent respiratory infections, impaired memory and learning, increased heart rate, anxiety, panic attacks and tolerance.

Long-term effects of using marijuana include:
• Enhanced cancer risk
• Decrease in testosterone levels and lower sperm counts for men
• Increase in testosterone levels for women and increased risk of infertility
• Diminished or extinguished sexual pleasure
• Psychological dependence requiring more of the drug to get the same effect

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The best feeling in the world is when you think you are working so hard and not getting anywhere, just to find out that all your hard work actually paid off.
I have been trying really hard in bio, but I felt like lab was getting to my grade because I can read and talk about stuff but when it came to doing stuff and the post and pre lab write ups, I felt like I was failing.
It didn’t help that the teacher didn’t tell us our grades until the last day of class. After all of our presentations (mine was really dull, but I realized she can’t take points off for an obvious topic, she didn’t give us any guidelines in that area). I put my hair in high pig tails and they looked like dog ears kinda…and then I took my trusty eye liner and drew a nose with whiskers on my face… it sounds lame but I think it got us “creative” points.
Any way so lab is about 25% of my final bio grade, and today I found out that I have a 95% in it. So I am extremely happy, considering my other exams in bio have all been in the 90’s as well. I am pretty set on not freaking out about that class anymore.

Tonight I have duty….I think it may work in my favor, it gives me time to do busy work I need to get done that I distract myself from when I am in my room. I need to plan out my floor meeting I have tomorrow and study my physics and what not. Maybe I’ll interview people for my article in news writing.

I was searching for concerts I want to go to and I can’t find too many and that makes me sad. BUT I did find out that All Time Low is playing at the end of this month at Recher and I would kill to go. I think I will ask some friends if they are interested. Although I’m not sure who knows/likes the band.

I need to do laundry tonight too…
Busy night.

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