God I'm sooo tired.. and it's soo effin early! I went to bed at like 2.. and I got woken up at like 5:30 by the effin phone! god.. don't people know not to call so early in the effin morning seriously! Well I guess I'm just gonna head to the fair today.. jenn has to work again today.. so I'll just get a ride when she goes! And I'll use the pay phone down at the fair to call Tim.. and if he's at work. I'll just walk to go see him.. ain't no biggie! I really wanna talk to him thou. I've been really extremely emotional lately and I hate it! My Great Uncle Vincent died yesterday morning! I was pretty close to him too. My grandpa is soo depressed about it. My mom's upset about it too.. even thou she's trying to hide it! I don't know why she's soo afraid to cry infront of me and Jenn. but oh well! Well I'm gonna hop in the shower now! I don't know what time Ronnie is comming to pick up Jenn.. so I'm just gonna start getting ready now!

I miss you.. hope to see you today or atleast talk to you on the phone or sumn!:-*mwahzz!

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that was horrible.. what kinda ret-ret.. would go come to the fair with me.. so we can hang out... then picks u up.. and is like oh i'll take u home.. and get half way to the fair.. and realize hmm.. i don't have any gas! then decides to tell u that he doesn't have gas money or money to get into the fair.. it's like wtf.. y did u want me to go then!? then i was like oh shit how am i getting home.. so i went into fair.. good thing i came across stacy and marcy or they came across me... whichever! or i woulda been soo fucked! thank you soo much guys! marcy i hope u didn't get in trouble! well im out! nites! I MISS YOU TIM! Can't wait to see you again! I hope it works this time.. I really do! :-* mwahz!!

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The fair was THE BOMB! omg.. I had a blast. I'm so glad I went tonight of all nights! Chrissy, Jim, and I were walking around and Chrissy spotted Tim... I hadn't seen him in ages!! Good thing she did.. thank ya bunches Chrissy :). Well anywho.. I went up to Tim.. and he was suprised to see me like I was him. And he gave me a hug. So I asked him if he'd like to walk around with us and he said sure.. So we walked around arm and arm for a bit.. Then we ended up holding hands. And we talked and stuff.. and decided that we wanted to get back together. Then it started to down pour.. So we went underneath the grandstands until it settled down. Then it was lightly drizzling so we set off walking around again. My sister showed everyone the ponies.. cuz she is a volunteer for rainbow riders. Then Chrissy wanted a walking stick for her dad. So we went over to the religious tent.. and listened to what the lady had to say. It took a while for me to talk Tim into going in with us. haha. But I did it. I'm so proud of myself :). Then we picked out our walking sticks. And decided that we wanted to leave. So Tim walked me over to Jim's car. I gave Tim my phone number... he gave me his number. We kissed good bye.. And I got in the car.. AND I'VE BEEN WALKING ON S.U.N.S.H.I.N.E ALL NIGHT.. OHHHH AND DOESN'T IT FEEL GREAT!!! lol.

So glad we're back together Tim :-*mwahz! I'm not letting u go this time!

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I'm at the Chrissy's right now. hehe. :) i missed her muchies.. We're heading off to the fair here pretty soon... as soon as Chrissy and Jim are done eating their dinner. I'm suppose to meet someone there tonight. So we can hang out and stuff. I'm hoping it's not gonna storm. But I know it is. Oh well, I'm bringing an umbrella with me just incase.. haha.. don't wanna mess up my hair. I'm having a good hair day. :). Well I'm out maybe I'll write more on later tonight when I get home. Oh by the way.. My nene is outa the hospital.. my dad said she shouldn't of came home thou. She's really dizzy and stuff. I hope she'll be alright! My uncle on the other hand is still in the hospital.. we aren't sure when he's getting out thou. lates. :-*

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Well I feel muchos better today. I'm kinda bored. My nene is still in the hospital.. she has to stay until they get her blood pressure under control. My uncle is doing alright.. he's still in the hospital.. he's been in for a month now.. and it's driving him bonkers. He's still on dialysis and kemotherapy. My dad is still in New Jersey. I wish he'd hurry up and come home. I'm sick of staying home and babysitting. I can't do anything and it bites! I went school shopping on Saturday... I got 4 pair of jeans and the cutest little purse ever! lol. Yay! Chrissy is comming home tommorow! I missed her sooooo much. I can't wait to hang out with her! Maybe we'll head up to the fair or sumn to since she's in.. but who knows!? I'm glad Bologna May and I are alright again.. haha i still love her! ;)just remmy it's our dirty lil secret. hehe. Well I'm out maybe I'll update later.. who knows!?

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