i haven been missing! jus tryin to enjoy myself despite de shit work ive to do! :P

Monday
tried to bring myself to work, as happy as i cld. no pt being sad there, cos i cant avoid de work? my colleague June, told me she has found a new job, tt pays like 1.8? 5 days work wk, n at least, overtime is being paid. she'll b leaving in a mths time. gonna miss her, tho we've only known each other for a short while. after all..she was my tokin-khaki, and of cuz, my lunch khaki. :p who's gonna tok to me in de morning now? boo. dey muz find new ppl! aww. stayed to complete some miscellaneous work til 6, since i was waitin for Joanne to go Bugis togeda! heh. =) she'd to buy her rabbit food..so yup, headed to Bugis! had dinner, and chit chatted til 9+ b4 we headed home, waiting for our bfs to cor us! lol.. *ringg ringg*

Tuesday
it was a tiring day. consoled myself by lookin forward to de upcoming wkend. time pass pretty fast. got my work chop chop done and headed home. back aches again. sigh~

Wednesday
so fast, its de mid wk liao! hee. wen home to watch Superstar. lol. =p

Thursday
*happie* work gets better, wen i treat de bitch as invisible. reali. its like...extremly better lo. got gossip + lunch khaki. wad more can i ask for? even shoppin khaki! hee. yea, Joanna and i headed to bugis again after work. hee. sweet her accompanied me for pedicure. =) thanks a lot sweetie! appreciate ya company! tok bout our r/s along de wae, and it was nice hearing her story. unique one yea? hee. *grin* we had a quick dinner, walked a lil den headed home togeda. we were both pretty tired. i feel so old! aww...

Friday
yay, finally Friday! *smiles* met up wif de pigs...again at Bugis! muahaha.... dinner was at Fish & Co and cheeky Ro played a prank on us. apparently, my fren hu has wen Australia for studies, has come back! and we werent informed! was meant to b like a .. surprise kinda thing. hee. so bad of her! boo. so happie to get dearie's call at nite. its like..tts wad im waiting for after a long dae at work lo. hee. =) dearie sneekily tok to me after 1030 some more. hee. *scared scared*

Saturday
oh man, it rained kinda heavily. grr~ wen to work as usual. my officer dunno how blur to describe him, he stil dunno my job duties exactly, and worse..he doesnt noe i report to work at 930 on saturdays! (wkdays wld b 830). *faint* after like 2 mths? WOW...lol.

dearie waited for me. we quickly took a cab dwn bk to his plc cos his mum wasnt in gd health condition. settled dearie's laundry b4 we headed to SGH. de service was so damn slow. did de procedures, den waited for de nurse for super duper long! in total, took bout 3 hrs! *faint* dearie's mum was complaining. :/ her gastric made her felt even worse. sigh~ i couldnt do much i guess? =( finally at bout 7, everythg was done. warded, as doctor had to check on her progress. hope its nothing serious. *prays*

dearie and i left for dinner den wen bk to his plc catch a show. afterwhich, we had a drive ard town area. so sad, de shops all close le! supposedly, shoppin was on de plan. hmm, but nvm, another dae den. =) as usual...dearie's tiredness gt hold of him, so tadah, de piggy us wen home! lol..

Sunday
woke up ard 7 to giv dearie morning call. lol. he said he wanna come fetch me instead of me takin a train, so my job was to cor him. lol. our plan was to hav McDonald breakfast togeda, and yup, we had it. yay. *smiles* very yummy yummy. =) we left in de afternoon to Beach Rd to get dearie army stuffs for his upcoming field camp. settled tt, den we wen off to SGH to visit his mum. heard tt de doc couldnt find her vein, and tried takin blood test for like 7times? gosh~ muz hav hurt a lot. stil dunno wads de result. sigh~ dearie's gg for field camp tis Fri, his dad isnt in spore, oh man. :/

dearie's mum gave me de car keys. since no one's using de car, she told me to use it. *stunned* tho ive a license for close to 1yr liao, i haven been driving much! its rusty aldy! omg. dearie made me drive fr SGH all de wae bk to my plc via AYE. it was super scary can. dearie gt kinda irritated by me. =( cos i tink i was screaming. lol. cant blame me mah, im stil considered a new driver. lol. after tt drive.. i din exactly wanna continue. dearie's mum told me to drive to work, more convenient etc, but mm, looks like i nid a tad more time. stil nt v familiar wif de routes n stuff. dun wanna to kp getting horn. it makes me lagi more nervous n tense.

so now de car's parked at his plc. i hope i din displeased dearie's mum, cos dearie was a lil disappointed. sigh~ im meant to sit at de passenger seat, nt de driver's seat! heh. *excuses* dearie cheered me up, wif de help of McFlurry ice cream. hee. i din noe King Albert Park Mac had drive-thru! =) anyway anyone has job lobangs (part time) pls lemme noe! dearie's fren lookin for jobs, thanks!

we had a quick dinner, den headed to Pasir Ris le. =( usually de train joruney wld b so long, but today's one was ultra fast. sob. i teared in de car, and on de train. dearie gt affected by me, he forbidded me to sent him off at Pasir Ris for fear, he wld cry too. *hugs* he made me alight at Paya Lebar. *boo boo* god was fair, de nex train took 7 mins. hee, better than de usual 2-3 mins ya? 7 mins were precious to us. hope de days pass faster. afterwhich, it shld b much more stable le. =) field camp = no hp = no calls = quiet nites. aww, sob! *cries* i feel as if its a mental torture to both of us. =( dearie hates to see de back view of me walkin away fr him.. im nt walkin away dearie..nv wld i walk away fr u. we're each finding our paths tt leads to our future. now tt ive found it, im walkin fwd.. searchin for waes to lead a better future wif u, my baby.

i wun cry. i promise u. its a silent promise i made. but can i cry wen i c u 2 wks ltr? den u'll b ard to wipe my tears away? love u dear. *missing u de moment i left*

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i wanted to stop blogging. feelin pretty dwn these daes. shits do happen. sigh~ but i changed my mind.. partly cos, dearie's wae of noeing wad ive been doin, is to read tis. =) *smiles* so yup, he's de main reason. =)

wkdaes as usual workin de shit job. doin shit stuffs for pple. Tuesday was one of de hell daes. 700 cheques for posting. double de usual. *faint* and my supervisor stared at me, askin if i did it all myself. =( do i hav a choice? everyone's so busy..gt ppl can help me mah? *sob* den i was also told to choose dates to clear leave. we're given 6 daes, and ive to clear 3 daes at least by Aug. so sian can. i cant make up my mind for de dates man. worse, most dates r taken lo. argh.

im also undecided between quiting or not to quit. many stuff to consider and i dun wish to make a wrong decision. pretty happy n satisfied tt ive joanne as lunch companion now, and also a chitchat buddy. hee. nice gal wif a swt smile. and can i sae..we both dislike de same person? LOL! feels gr8 to b able to find someone like her, tts y im holding bk if i shld actually quit. wad if i find another job..den de ppl also not tt friendly? theres a risk, n im scared. :/ pay here is of cuz pathetic, needless to sae. sigh..dearie saes, in life, i cant hav wad i always wan. true, i noe. everyone jus wans de best for themselves rite? he saes i gotta choose which r de more impt factors im lookin for, as in nice ppl? or good pay? sigh sigh..

my office has a new officer recently. a grad fr SIM. so sian mu can, so young officer le, pay so much better wor! *envious*

last wk pass pretty fast, as compared to de past few ones. its de wkend in de blink of eye. and now? wkend's gone in few hrs! sob!

Saturday, was late for work!! grr~so sian! heng work wen smoothly. :) Joanna brought her cute bunnie to work (to be deposited at her bf plc after tt) n it jus reminded me of de 2 bunnies i had last time! animals r so innocent yea? not so complicated like human beings yea? was Belle's off day..and also de biatch's one.. tts y de work wen so smooth! haha. *evil evil* de whole envt was reali much better lo. i guess Joanne wil agree wif tt? lol. =)

dearie picked me up fr work. along de wae, some shit happen again. sigh~ dunno wad to sae man. hope nth of tt sort happen again! scared de hell outta me! *frighten* had de yummy yummy nasi lemak his mum bought, den we left to watch Initial D @ Lot 1. pretty nice movie i wld sae! *smiles*

headed to Bugis after tt for dinner @ Pastamania. yum-yum! so long since we had tt! hee. had a short walk ard Bugis..saw tis shoe, stil kiv-ing. sigh~ tryin to save money le. esp wen tis jobs pays so pathetic. sigh!

Sunday, i woke up kinda early. din slp well de prev nite. i had flu+cough and it seem to hav gotten worse. fever started n i felt kinda scared, dun wan it to b like de prev time whr my fever wen up to 39 deg. i dun wan to b accused of takin so many MCs by my colleagues! so im stil gonna go work tml even im feelin pretty sick rite now.

got MacDonalds breakfast for dearie - he's sick too! gosh~ *hugs hugs* he look so sickly, my heart ache. i cant do much but hope he gets well soon. sigh~

stayed at his plc watchin tv. Sunday always gimme a she-bu-de feelin. de time passes so fast. *sad* dearie was so sick. let him rest at home (tho i v much wanted to go out) and recover. tis pig..only woke up at2+. -.-" *heartpain* guess both of us werent feelin physically well. my body felt so hot, tt i was so uncomfortable. grr~

dearie woke up feelin so blurish. lol. waited for him to polish his boots+packed his stuff, den we left for our lunch cum dinner! stomachs growlin lo. hee. gt to PS ard 5 n filled our stomachs @ Mos Burger. tried de Unagi Rice Burger, din noe it tasted so yummy! hee. was in a pretty gd mood. prolly cos dearie said cold jokes to me. muahahah~ den he was wearin his uniform.. i noe we cant hold hands, but sometimes i unsconsciously touches his hand, den he'll go like :'eh cannot cannot!!" and stare at me! i wld get a shock!cos i forgot bout it..lol.. haha...

wen to Carrefour nex to buy his stuffs. cant imagine, he bought 4 mops for his company! *faint* wonder y all these stuffs he volunteer to do..hmm..

drove ard after tt cos thr wasnt much time to shop too. saw an accident along River Valley. so scary~ de front of de car was like smashed badly? lucky thg, no one was injured. de driver looked pretty young. hmm. so dangerous nowadays.

last wk, dearie said he wanted me to acc him to Pasir Ris den bid gdbye, den today, he changed his mind. =( he felt it was stil better for him to send me hm first. sob. meaning, lesser time tgt. boo. lol. every sunday hav to hav de she-bu-de feelin. sob. missed him so much, n within 2 daes, we've to part again. *cries* i can only look forward to de nex wkend. hope he really really gets well soon. *tight hug*

workin tml again. *oh man* hope time passes fast again. heh heh. ha, jus sth so coincidental.. was tokin to Joanne on msn, bitching bout work+ppl, den we exchanged bloggie add, and tadah! - we're using de same blogskin! LOL!! n sth tt she found out.. our bf's names start wif W, and ours starts wif J! wooh~ she said "jac, i really wanna laugh out loud!" haha, tt time i was aldy laughing! LOL! its too too coincidental! *laugh laugh laugh*

dearie jus called. so happy to hear fr him again! hee. was tokin halfway, den my bro jus picked up n sae he wanna use. ?!!??? grr~ dearie nv fails to cheer me up. hee. :p even wen he's sick. *sayang* i love u dear! *muack*

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wkend's soon gonna b over, n de monday blues will fall in again.

enjoyed my wkend v much tho. wasnt able to slp well on Fri nite. woke up Sat morn, packed my bag n headed to Pasir Ris to mit dearie. tis pig, he ordered me to buy him a Ice Mocha + Squid Head b4 i met him. lol. but erh, i was late. for few mins la. he reached thr like 1 min earlier than me? lol. end up, de Coffee Bean was taken over by Yakun liao, so no Ice Mocha for him. lol. i had a hard time findin him lo, cos everyone was like wearin green? gosh~

met dearie's mum hu drove here to pick us up. *sweet* drove back to dearie's plc to let him settle his stuffs. took a short nap at his plc, den we headed to West Mall for movie. - Mr & Mrs Smith. yes, i noe im outdated. lol. but at least i catch de show yea? *smiles* we were a lil late, but de show's stil good. i prefer A Lot Like Love tho. *thumbs up* nex wk will be Initial D! was ard 6 after de show ended..den we took a slow drive to dearie's aunt's plc for housewarming. its at de condo beside Parkway - Cote Dazur! wooh~ ive been admiring tt condo everytime dearie drives pass thr.

saw many of dearie's relatives, so paiseh eh. some seen b4, some first time seeing dem. =) basically wad happen thr was.. watchin tv+ chit chatting + mahjong-ing ... afterwhich, i left wif dearie's cousins to Parkway's Mac for supper. dearie stayed to played mahjong. :p surprisingly de Mac was quite crowded eh. mm. sat thr for few hrs..gossiping..lol.. as usual, 5 gals wad can we do? muahha.... de 2 small gals were pretty cute too. like sisters lidat. hee. :p heh..den took some fotos at Mac, as well as at de condo. geez. pretty funny, cos many ppl were like starin at us. lol. den 4 guys were like upstairs giggling, n we cld hear it! gosh~ but we din care a bit..wahaha..jus continued snapping...hehe.

wen bk close to midnite cos everyone was leaving le. dearie looked v tired. *sayang* sent Candice n mum home, den wen to had small supper. dearie was a tad hungry so we shared a bowl of Ba Chor Mee near his plc, which taste reali yummy! delicious!

wen bk to his plc after tt. bathed, n de moment i reached de bed, i felt like in dreamland. wahahah~ i was dead tired too. *old old old* dearie n i slept soon after. felt reali happy to b able to slp by dearie's side, n to wake up n see him by my side too. *heartwarming* i feel blessed. =)

Sunday, we only woke up ard 10+ i tink. saw de note dearie's mum left for us. tho its jus a 'good morning' msg, it made me smile tho. hee. mother's love is always wei da? geez. lazed ard at home, dearie packed his stuffs n watched his cartoons. *faint* cant imagine we were fighting over de tv! he wanted Kids Central, while i wanted U Channel. *ah bish* oh cuz i was soooo good, i gave in lor (right dearie? lol..). he switched to Kids Central, den i tink dey were showin some Cinderella cartoon, den he swucthed bk to U Channel, claiming tt he wans to b de gd guy! faint!-.-"

we left for lunch ard 1pm. Long John @ Lot 1. heh. fast food again?! sob..fat is my fate! ahh!

=( dearie had to buy some army stuff for himself + frens, so dropped by Beach Rd again. guess whr we wen nex? oops, we wen to dearie's aunt's condo again! *grin* guess we're v much in love wif tt plc! took some pics there! hee.

din had much time after tt, but we tried to squeeze some time to Kuan Yin Miao. traffic was bad, so dearie alighted me first. dad's gonna go for some checkup tml. some testtube has to b put thru into his body to see if there's anythg wrong or sth. kinda worried, so yup, wen to pray. i noe v last minute, n i only go to de temple wen i nid help, sigh, but better than nv rite? hope everythg goes well. =)

got home ard 5, den i realise i left my specs at dearie's hse! oops. 1 wk wifout specs liao. geez. :p

watchin de nkf show now. altho nkf has always been like advertising, askin for donations n many more donations, their show stil does inspire me. it serve as a reminder to us tt we shld b contented wif wad we hav rite now, a healthy body tat is.

yes, tho ive always been grumbling bout how fat i look, bout how much i grow, i noe how much better off i am, as compared to others hu are suffering, b it wad sickness.

life is really short. no time for complains, for being angry wif others etc. i guess we shld all treasure our life v much n b happy wif wad we hav yea. impt thg is to live life happily yah?

tk care peeps! pics up soon! nid to figure out how to use photoshop. shesh, im a computer idiot~ :/

have a gr8 upcoming week! *smiles*

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