humans have to work with each other to achieve greater success. but it's a pain in the arse sometimes... however, it's not the same for all cases..

some people can become good friends but not good partners...
some people can become good partners but not good friends...
some people can become good partners AND good friends...

for me, it is more of the first statement.. coz i usually choose friends that i think i can work with... less conflict is my assumption... but as they say, dun make and ass out of U and Me.. so it turns out real bad... sometimes it's all right... we're all civilised people.. we won't go barbaric with each other...

how nice if communication between any two human beings are clear... it is so tired to make peace when common ground is hard to be compromised...

oh well... that is why we need to learn how to communicate??

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have you ever lived a day without knowing what you did?

unproductiveness... is my favorite word to describe my life...

i could sulk and just laze around... i do not like procrastination.. but yet i do it almost everytime assignments are due...

darn... i'm too pessimistic... and yet i stay the same...

i'm lost... in the present world...

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i have finally gotten my study desk after one and half weeks... i don't have to use a small cupboard as my table anymore... i have place to put my books instead of my lap!!

now my room is complete... and i'm thinking of junks to fill in the drawers.. hehehe...

and now... i'm kinda done.. left with my clothes to clear!! will do it this weekend~~ i hope.. :P

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felt like i was hammered with one hundred nails in class today...

why?

1. i didn't finish reading the assigned articles and answering questions as i thought the lecturer would only discuss in class but not hand in to him.

2. i didn't think of a possible variable for a hypothesis as i thought he would only discuss about it but not ask each student in class of his or her own formulated hypothesis.

3. i do not know whether to just join a group or a classmate who has his or her topic cleared by the lecturer. Should i just go along with their topic and avoid the stupid housemate which happens to be taking the same class as mua??

4. my eyes got heavier as i listen to the lecturer. and he called mua name when i was on the verge of dozing off. embarrassed.

5. i feel left out. seriously. and think to myself, why are they getting along well with each other but i don't seem to fit in.

6. i envy those who can speak out their mind and think of those funky variables for their research proposal.

7. i just hate myself for being this way.

back to reality. quiz tomorrow. and i'm dead meat.

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i yearn for love...
i yearn for a warm embrace...
that will shelter me from all the bad things...
that will hold me tight no matter what happened...

i yearn for simplicity...
i yearn for peaceful days...
where food are sufficient to put on the table...
where life is perfect with loved ones around me...

i yearn for success...
i yearn for no regrets...
a life that i'll look back and say "i did great"...
instead of "what have i done?"

i yearn for clarity...
but all i have got...
is confusion...

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within a few days, my lifestyle has reverted back to how it was when i first came here.. the people that i hung out with in summer, i see less of them... and they have different priorities now... aka boyfriends.. muahahha... hhmmm... things are different now... i don't really feel welcomed at the house that i stayed in the summer... time is so limited.. need to do stuff but so much that i can't put in in one day.. a friend said that i'm crazy to give up few working hours...but i know well that if i work full hours, i might tire out fast n left behind in mua studies.. i dun wanna screw up my last semester... i want it to be good~~ and fun~~ i was zoned out during a pre-birthday party of a friend's... i didn't really greet friends who came in or said bye... i'm going back into my shell.. this morning in classes, the weight on mua shoulders tripled a million times~~ assignments have been given out.. expectations were stated... good work performance were expected... haii.... i'm crushed.. mixed.. blended.. squashed... flatten~~~

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