some questions arent meant to be asked. and those that are meant to be asked, dont always get asked. and when you want certain questions to be asked that arent asked, you sit, and you wait, and you get impatient, then frustrated, then irratated, then when you think about it, you have no reason to be irratated,its just a stupid question. thanks mika for making me think about this. oh wait another really good one, is when you wish you knew what people were thinking or what they are trying to get at when they talk. its like, ok loser, please just get to your point, so i can decide what to say, or how i feel about what your saying. all you know is, someone is trying to tell you something and they cant just say it. its like, god damnit, tell me what the hell you are talking about and stop beating around the god damn bush before i strangle you. oo or theres the ever popular, shut the hell up and just tell me. but sometimes, just sometimes, the information you get, isnt what you think it is. and it catches you totally off guard, and the only thing you can do is sit down, before you pass out. once again thank you mika.

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well...
im in the musical. my name is marcie, and im brilliant. my "boyfriend" is also in the musical, he is the great charles brown.

ok now for the real stuff. people, i am madly, crazily, unbelievably in love right now. and it doesnt go away. its weird, because no matter how hard i try, no matter how many times i tell myself things. it doesnt go away, and my love gets stronger and stronger with each day that passes. i wonder if it will be like this forever. i wonder what ill do with my life, and where ill go. i wonder if the person im in love with feels the same? hmm too many questions.

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its the time of year folks. ciara is getting island sick. god damnit. i need to go back!!!

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i live for the nights where the temperature seems perfect, hot and cold enough for the blanket to remain at your waist folded over. i live for the nights where you feel like your breathing perfectley, and that the air taste better. i live for the nights where the old movies and tv shows never seem to end, and just when you think theyre done, a show you remember was your favorite comes up, and you know that you have to watch it. i live for the nights where the best thing you can think to do, is lay back in bed, hands folded behind your head, and listen to the sound of the rain tapping at your window. those nights are the kind of nights i wished i shared with you. the kind of nights that you wish could last forever. the nights that make you think about what your gonna be doing in ten years, or what you really had for dinner, or how bad you wished you would have saved that one email, or what your going to say to that person the next time you see them, and somehow end up thinking about how much the little things they do get you. i live for the nights where soccer games replay in my head, and lyrics to unknown songs seem to arrange themselves. i wish every night was like this one, so that every night, i could sit here, and not know exactley what im thinking, or what im doing, but whatever it is, it feels good. and i dont want feelings like this to ever go away.

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well i feel like shit. im sick, and being sick is always a bitch. sucks cuz i really wanted to go out tonight, but i couldnt, because im sick. damnit. on a lighter note.. got the fefe dobson cd. its really good. i like it. so for the next few days it looks like im gonna be bed ridden, and stuck in here. so i think im gonna take it as a mini vacation and try to soak it up as much as i can. hope ya'll are enjoying this fine fine three day weekend were having,try not to get sick, everyone seems to be getting sick. this entry was so pointless. its weird when im sick, i cant seem to think of things to write about. maybe i should start thinking. ill get back to you when i have more important things to talk about.

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sometimes.. things just happen. things that you dont expect to happen. and you know, my whole life, ive planned things out, i dont like to be off the cuff, but for once in my off the cuff is fine with me.

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