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Don't wanna be an American idiot. Don't want a nation under the new mania. And can you hear the sound of hysteria? The subliminal mind fuck America. Welcome to a new kind of tension. All across the alienation. Everything isn't meant to be okay. Television dreams of tomorrow. We're not the ones who're meant to follow. For that's enough to argue. Well maybe I'm the faggot America. I'm not a part of a redneck agenda. Now everybody do the propaganda. And sing along in the age of paranoia. Welcome to a new kind of tension. All across the alienation. Everything isn't meant to be okay. Television dreams of tomorrow. We're not the ones who're meant to follow. For that's enough to argue. Don't wanna be an American idiot. One nation controlled by the media. Information age of hysteria. It's calling out to idiot America. Welcome to a new kind of tension. All across the alienation. Everything isn't meant to be okay. Television dreams of tomorrow. We're not the ones who're meant to follow. For that's enough to argue. Babysitting LostSoul13's fetuses | again Friday. 7.13.07 3:15 am The thought of never seeing him has driven me to tears yet again. I was never supposed to like him as much as I do. He's not even my boyfriend, although a part of me wishes he had been. Then these tears wouldn't totally be for no reason. I just want to see him. Once more. And at this point, that's all there is. Only one more chance to see him and then that's it. I'll be gone. The tears came late tonight, but they came. A consistant flow. A constant stream. Please make it stop. Please make it easier to cope. Please, please let me see him again ... Comment! (2) | Recommend! Alas... Wednesday. 7.11.07 11:01 pm ... It was only a matter of time before the tears came. This is four nights in a row now. I'm sorry if these have been depressing you. I just hate saying goodbye. . .  Comment! (2) | Recommend! 3 Wednesday. 7.11.07 1:17 am ... Monday. 7.9.07 11:09 pm Why do I keep trying? I know that its not going to happen, yet I can't stop trying. This is the second night in a row that I've had to deal with tears. I'm thinking at this point that its not just the one problem though. I think its a combination of a bunch of problems. I'm moving and I'm thinking about all the things that I'm going to have to do and its stressing me out a little. I'm thinking about the people who I'm actually going to miss here. I'm thinking that I won't be able to cry like this for months because I'll have no privacy at my mom's. I'll have to wait until I get my own place and who knows how long that'll take me. I hate suffering from depression, but I guess I can't really say anything cuz I refuse to seek help about it. I won't see a therapist and I don't take medication. So I guess its my own fault for suffering the way that I do. I can only hope that the tears stop soon. Comment! (3) | Recommend! Monday. 7.9.07 12:05 am Yet another night where the tears run silently down my cheeks. So much for being happy. I feel completely hopeless right now. I know that it'll pass, but at the present moment that's how I feel. Why do we have to feel this way? Comment! (1) | Recommend! The best thing about Summer Wednesday. 6.27.07 9:15 pm Do you guys know what the best thing about summer is? Its eating ice cream. Not swimming, as most people would say. See, cuz there are indoor and heated pools to go swimming in during the rest of the year. But when you eat ice cream in the summer, you don't get cold. When you eat it in the winter, you get cold. So, eating ice cream is the best thing about summer. Comment! (2) | Recommend! |
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