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I opened my freezer expecting it to be empty, but no, not the case.

I completely forgot that I still had some Ben & Jerry's Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream in there! Its gone now, but it was oh so yummy.

Ahh, comfort food, how I love thee.

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I'm pretty damn tired right now.

I'm also starting to get pissed off at Stuart again. But whatever. If he wants to be a douche and not answer my texts, then fine.

Ben & Jerry's Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream is awesome! Its so tasty. So are Oreo cookies and a tall glass of milk.

Ya know what else is good? Sleep. Which is what I'm going to do now.

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I have to work tonight. I really don't want to, but I have to. That's just how life works.

Right now I really want food. Like, food food. Not the cheap food I have at my apartment to get me by. Actually, I want to go out to lunch with Justin and for two reasons: I want food, and I want to see him. I'm not sure which one I want more. Maybe its a tie. I dunno, but I guess it doesn't matter cuz I'm not gonna get either.

I want to see Stuart tonight, but since I have to work and he has hockey the possibility isn't there. Oh well. Maybe I'll see him sometime this weekend. Oh but wait, I have to work this weekend. So I have no idea when I'll see Stuart again.

I'll probably see Justin sooner that I will Stuart, but that's only cuz Stuart is busier than Justin. Not that its a bad thing. I like them both so I'm glad when I see either of them.

I'm so bored right now. The Price is Right is on. I used to watch this show religiously every day, but then I started going to school and shortly after that I was working so I couldn't. When I don't have to work, I'm not usually up in time to watch the PIR, but lately I've been getting up at a fairly reasonable time so I've been able to watch it.

K, I'm done with this post. I'm gonna try and find something to eat.

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I said in my 'My Date' entry that I'd further explain work and that I'd explain the happenings that occured right before I left. I'm doing it in under this name in case Justin happens to go on myspace and clicks the link to my LostSoul13 blog.

Work was slow during the first part of the day. We didn't have a whole lot of stuff to prep so I was definately thinking that I'd be able to get out early and we could start our date earlier than planned. Well shortly after I thought that, someone called out. He was having an issue with his eye and he had to go to Urgent Care.

A pie person, but nothing major. One person calling out was enough to piss people off, but not enough to affect the night shift. About an hour later, someone else called out. She said she was only going to be 5 minutes late. Again, this added to the annoyance factor, but at least she was coming in right? No, not the case.

Just after that phone call, a 3rd person called out. This was what drew the line cuz now 2 pie people {out of the three} called out and our cashier never fuckin showed up. That meant that people already there had to be rearranged to fill in the places of those who called out or didn't show up.

I ended up being on the register from 5-7:30pm and then back in the kitchen helping Tiffany from 7:30-8pm {Justin and I were supposed to go out at 8; obviously that didn't happen; he ended up coming over at 9} Finally at 8, I was able to go. It had slowed down enough for me to be able to leave.

This is where the happening comes in. As I had mentioned in another entry David had worn this new cologne on Sunday and it was just amazing. Well, he wore it again last night and he figured out that it was driving me crazy. So he started walking past me unnecessarily and standing unnecessarily close to me just to fuck with me cuz he knew that the cologne he was wearing was making me all distracted and I couldn't do anything about it cuz I was helping customers. It wasn't fair.

When I finally got a small break in customers, I went in the back to get more ice and I told him that I didn't know if I wanted to strangle him {for fucking with me like he was} or to just bury my face in his neck and inhale the scent. To my surprise he told me I could do the second one later. I was like 'Really??'

So when I finally got to leave, he was in the office and we hugged. I did exactly what I said, I buried my face in his neck and just inhaled the smell of his cologne. It was so, so good. After a minute I started to let go cuz I thought it was long enough, but he didn't release his hold on me. He asked if I wanted to hold him a bit longer and I was all for it.

It was at this point that I couldn't help but kiss him real quick on his neck. Nothing more than just a peck. He returned it by gently kissing mine {more than just a peck} It was the height of my evening {up to that point; the date was the actual height of my evening} It was what I had wanted from David for the longest time and I was finally getting it. When we both finally let go, I left smelling like David. I loved it!

I was in such a good mood when I left work. Three reasons were causing the good mood: one, David kissed my neck and I walked away smelling like him; two, I was going out on a date with Justin and three cuz I have the whole weekend off {today is my day off and tomorrow we're closed cuz its Easter}. Last night was great, once I was done with work.

So that's what happened yesterday other than the date. I know its a bit long, but a bunch of stuff happened that I had to write about. And if I wrote about this and the date in the same entry it would have beaten Etheracide and Kuri's long entries combined.

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I seem to have gotten myself into a minor situation. I have a date Friday night. Not with Stuart. {Stuart is being a douche, so I'm fed up with him right now}

Justin is a friend I've had since I started working at Mama's and I lost touch with him when he moved away to go to school. Well, he came back to Tucson a few weeks ago and he sort of asked me out to the movies.

I'm not sure exactly why I said yes.

I had a small 'high school' crush on him for about 2 weeks before he moved, but then I got over it real quick. I have no attraction towards him now. I somehow feel as though he feels more towards me than I do towards him.

Ugh.

He knows I'm moving. So he better not think that this is going to go anywhere.

*Sigh*

How do I manage to get myself into these situations?

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