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about rachel
For all you stalkers out there:  Name: Rachel. Age: 15. Location:Modesto, CA. Occupation: High school student (sophomore), hardcore Calvary Kid.  Favorite Band[s]: I love Fall Out Boy, get over it. Panic! at the Disco, Cobra Starship, Jack's Mannequin, Worth Dying For, Call to Arms, Pillar, Hawthorne Heights.Favorite Movies: Ghost World, Little Miss Sunshine. Favorite TV Shows:House, Criminal Minds. Likes:writing. Dislikes: Incredibly rude people, nightmares. Heroes:Jesus, Meaghan, Ivy, Pj, the rest of my friends. I attend Calvary Temple Worship Center on Wednesday. I am straight-edge if you don't include caffeine. PJ is a bad influence with his Starbucks anyways. I'm an AP kid, please don't think I'm not intelligent enough for your standards. I believe in God. Sometimes I have trouble with my relationship with him but I try to keep things real. I don't always feel great with him but eventually I climb out of my Jesus-deprived pit. If you have a problem with my faith, don't attack me, leave. I use this blog for venting and expressing my dreams. I have walked through many trails, please do not judge me for what I appear to be. If you knew me for who I really am, you'd be messed up for sure. There is a champion inside of me. There are three kinds of love. Romantic love, brotherly or sisterly love, and respectful love. I have experienced these all frequently, except for romantic love. I have had it once and it crushed my angsty teenager soul. Not really, I know what it's like to love, and I know what pain and desperation is. I won't be just another lame broken-hearted kid. I've slipped into things no one should be trapped into. I don't even know how I'm alive today. But we can't quit, none of us can quit. It's not a race to see who can be the best person or Christian. We're all in this together. We were made to live for so much more. There are people I'd lay down my life for if it meant they would be saved. Other than that, my bestie is Meaghan, Ivy is my precious Ivy queen, and Dana is my hxc Calvary Kid. Brittney is my love bug. Jeremy is one of my heroes. Mess with him and I mess you up. With love, of course! :) my mormon son is quite amazing but his name shall not be mentioned. My prodigal son is Kyle, my obedient son is Daniel, and Kelly is my hoodwink son. They all need saving so I will bash their skulls with a Bible. I also have this awesome mentor named Megan. She would not drown me in a lake! Bree is my gardener, Brianna is my non-Jesus friend, Athena is a 50's wife. There are many people I feel bad for not mentioning because they all deserve some kind of acknowledgment but I am too lazy. Sorry. I'm going to stop typing now and go be gangster or something because now I'm bored. I kinda suck at replying to nuTang comments because I feel socially awkward, but I try! content.                     sober  buttons and shizzle      | Tonight was pretty nifty. Saturday. 11.1.08 12:26 am Meaghan, Brandon, and I took 4 of Meaghan's nephews and 1 of her nieces out for trick or treating. They pretty much ran around everywhere and hysterically shouted when we spotted a house with lights on. Then they'd run back with joyous expressions. It was great. :) It started to sprinkle though, and Meaghan's mom didn't "hear her phone" (that's what she said!) so we had to walk to Meaghan's house. I carried Willow there and she sang me a song about how she saw animals of certain colors that sang back to her or something, like a blue horse and duck, or a green frog and white dog. And the end of the song was about a gold fish and angry Trojan or something. It was actually pretty great. I'm glad I didn't just stay home all day or go to some party containing only provocative costumes, drugs, alcohol, and people having sex in every corner of the room. :l Speaking of provocative costumes, they need to have more limits on the costumes at school because most of the chicks were practically wearing nothing. I wish people would respect themselves more. Speaking of self respect, Kelly got jumped by a kid or something and he hecka smashed the kid to the ground. Haha. No one was seriously injured, but yeah, I just thought I'd mention that. It's really something Meaghan and I will have to lecture him about. I'll work on that later because I'm like shaking with exhaustion, so I'll rant about this more later. Hope everyone has a good Halloween.  Comment! (0) | Recommend! happy halloween. :) Friday. 10.31.08 2:35 am Happy Halloween!  I think the church is holding some kind of event, I'm not sure. They had a harvest party last night at x18 but I didn't go because I didn't have a costume or any money (it was at a diner or something, I think). Oh well, I would have epically failed and eaten all the candy that existed in that region. I'm so glad today is Friday. Halloween + Friday = Thank you Jesus! All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Comment! (0) | Recommend! too legit to quit. Thursday. 10.30.08 1:30 am After Church we saw a dog get hit by a car. It was so sad. The cops that were supervising the area just dragged the body into the gutter. I thought it deserved more than just a gutter but there was really nothing I was capable of doing. Today was crazy, but Fizzy Dino Pop made me feel like dancing and it took my mind off things. And then it was church.  "I don't even know why you try." That comment, which was about me trying to help Kelly, was directed to me from someone who is suppose to be a close friend. It really irritated me. Who else is going to try? Really, who else is going to try to do something (anything) to help him? I can't quit, because it's just begun. "Too legit to quit." I was trying to find inspiring things and a picture came up with that quote on it so now I'm going to hecka write it all over myself, haha. I googled it and it's a Mc Hammer song. I'm going to download it one day. It'll be great. Alrighty. I'm out. I hope the next few days are great. Good night. :-)  Comment! (0) | Recommend! and I'd have the facts. Tuesday. 10.28.08 10:23 pm  It shocks me so much when the person you think cares the least out of everyone, if they care at all, actually does, and decides to show it. Atticus told me to delete the adjectives and I'd have the facts. - To Kill a Mocking Bird You care. That's all that counts right now. It doesn't matter if today was rather lame. What counts is that two guys beatboxed and rapped about going to Euro while walking there, the sunrise is gorgeous, I improved my mile time by 30 seconds, and you care. Thank you.  Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
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