yay~ im pretty happy =) im gg to be a student again! lol. not tt i dun like de work life..i jus made up my mind to study and work togeda. =) tough definitely, but its gg to be for a yr or so only. so yup, i hope i can go thru it. *smiles*

after much consultation, i decided for de APMI rd show held at Bugis. saw de programs dey offer before in de newspaper, enquired bout de diff courses, and finally i chose de Bachelor in Finance. Its an Honours Degree n can be completed within 15 mths.

Was kind of worried bout de commencement bout de class, cos one of de consultant told my parents and i tt in de event de class has less than 20 students, it wld not start. thankfully, the manager reassured me tt it is confirmed tt it wld start. he was so nice, he kp apologising in de email, for not being able to be present on Sunday (where i signed up for it). heh, im actually remembered! (quite happy actually) lol. prolly i asked too much thats y, lol. :p

Lessons wld tentatively commenced in October, 5 terms altogether, so if all goes well, i wld graduate nex yr Dec! yay~so happy. hee. I actually wanted to tk up Human Resource/Management, but advice 1: "taking up HR will specify ur future route, nex time cant find jobs in other aspect", advice 2: "management sounds more for like guys (LOL)". the manager told me de University is famous for their Finance courses, as in de lecturers hav high qualification in it, so yup, Finance, i took tt! ha, my accounting aint v good, so i reali gotta buck up liao. =( i love numbers, but numbers is not equal to Finance! haha, its more to tt!

Anyway, a rough timetable is out also. even de exams timetable are out! gosh~ sadly, 2 of my exams falls on my dad and dearie's bdae! oh no~ mm.

Classes wld be held in de evening, cos mine is part time. from 630-1030. super siong hur? even my wkends r burnt! like fr morning to evening! sian 1/2! tis means, lesser time spent wif dearie! *sob sob* for de sake of our future, ive to sacrifice! dearie understands and supports me to go for it, so yup, support fr parents and dearie, ive de green light! hee.

all these amounted to quite a large sum (at least to my family, it is) so im feelin reali stressed even b4 de class starts. lol. cant let my parents dwn! hard earned money jus to get tis qualification! good luck to me! =D

now, ive gotta try find jobs tt r at Raffles Plc or near thr, since my classes are held at International Plaza. my current workplc is far too inconvenient! hopefully, i can find a suitable job by October. =) Dearie's POP is on de 6th (yay so happy for him!), afterwhich, we intend to go for a cruise, hopefully Joanne can make it too. de more de merrier hur? Dearie's mum support us to go, so now im jus waiting for my parents. hmm. gonan pay for this myself since im workin liao. =)

entering de sian mode now. ha, tinkin bout de number of daes im stil left at SCB, reali v sian leh. sigh~

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oh bloody hell. im getting so worked up bcos of that crazy dog. damn.

work was horrible. but im nt gonna cry bcos of wad has happen, rather, im so angry wif it! de bags of cheque came in a little late today, cos de motorcyclist apparently got into an accident, hence de delay. thus, i was kept pretty busy de whole afternoon, tryin to rush posting all de chqs so tt it wun hold up too much of de other dept's time. i tried as i cld, to finish all my job duties by 530, which is my offical bye-bye time.

Joanne had to check some slips/customer advices b4 she cld go off, so i helped her a little. after tt, i realised, it wasnt part of her job duty! *angry* tt bitch, 'P', she ordered Joanne to do tt, and in actual fact, it was her job duty! damn~ after tt leh? she left! wah! so daring rite! she has been doin this ever since Joanne came to de company..so pissed. kena bullied jus bcos she's new. and jus in case you're wonderin how senior P is, let me tel u, she's only here for 4mths! a few wks longer than me only! wad gives her de right n authority to order n command ppl man! =(

to make matters worse, she told Joanne tt she doesnt hav to initial on de slips of her own batches. she INSTRUCTED her to combine both of theirs (Joanne and P) into one basket den 'share share' and check togeda. sae until so nice rite? wads de outcome? no such things as share share! Joanne ended up doin alone everyday! hello, she's not born for u to bully her leh? jus bcos she's newer than u, doesnt mean she's so naive to believe ur words ok! crap.

tis company is filled wif many fake ppl. seriously, i dunno hu i can trust now. ppl can act in front of u, to de extent tt u feel tt dey're reali treating u as their fren, but de fact is NO! dun b fooled by their actions! there r many cunning ppl ard, tryin to tk advantage of us newbies! hmph~

as if one bitch in de company is not enuf...there's another one i wanna mention, 'D'. she appeared to b quite nice n quiet to me initially. din had de chance to communicate much during my first mth, but after some occasions whr we chatted, i found her to b an ok lady. at least, not tt bad. now i dunno how to categorize her, cos she's worse than a dog. it'll b too gd for her, if i were to cor her a crazy dog. damn it.

i noe she's been unhappy wif me always leaving by 530 or 545, even b4 dey balance all de chqs. but de fact tt she made ugly sarcastic remarks pissed me real bad. jus yest, in de afternoon, she grumbled to herself "aiya, if ppl wan to be so calculative, den nex time i also leave on de dot at 630 lor. wad for i stay back to do things that are not my job duties? why do corrections wen its not part of my job?" she din mention names, but its obvious, it was referring to me. fine, i ignored. *deaf ear*

den yest wen i left office, waiting for Joanne, i jus stood outside de door wif June chatting. wad did i hear? for goodness sake, she was praising herself can! she told my officer " eh, u should b happy tat u hav such an employee like me hu always stay til so late ok!" wad bullshit! PUI!! tryin to gain de officer's recoginition hur? wth~ i was so stunned by her comment. *speechless* she wan to stay den stay lor.. but dun come n complain tt u r stayin bcos of me! rubbish~

more to that, some crap happen today again. sigh~ *blood boil* i left office at 540 today after helpin Joanne wif her slips, den i left to mit June hu has such a nice officer (she claimed time off, thus left at 4pm, shopping at Tampines, lol) tt let her off. after tt, Joanne came to mit us for a short while, feelin so angry. WHY?

she consulted our officer regarding de slips thingy, as in that is not part of her job scope, and she's made to do it everyday until its a habit for P to tel her to do, machiam taking advantage of her lidat. wad did de officer do? NOTHING! he din giv a damn bout her! omg! fuck! wad kind of officer is he?!

after tt, Joanne told me sth tt made my blood pressure wen up. (haha) damn it. tt crazy dog, 'D', she told everyone in de dept tis:

D: "ppl leave de office wen we haven even balance, everyday also leave wifout seeing if we balance"

my officer, V: " (he noes hu she was referring to n replied) no la, it is instructions fr Mr XXX tt she can leave"

hello? hu de hell is she to forbid me to leave hur?? apparently Mr XXX is on long leave (on holiday) thus not ard. some days wen i wait til 6 for dem to balance, he wil tel me to go home first cos its ok for me to leave even b4 dey balance. even my colleague, hu covers my work if im on MC/leave, she told me i can leave at 530! bloody hell~ she tink i stupid is it! fuck. im new, but i dun hav a dumb brain for u to bully me! and its not my first job, dun try n fool me u crazy dog!

come on la, she tk her own sweet time to balance (she's de one doin de balancing) den she expect me to wait? she work until 630 leh! of cuz she stil hav so much time..she wil do it slowly...but my knock off time is 530 ok! if she's able to balance by 530, im jolly well happy! but she do it at her own pace.. drag de time.. wad for i wait?!!! to hear her sae de word balance ah? fuck off la~

last mth..wen all these shit nv happen, i did offer my help even wen its 530. i asked her if i cld help her in anway (for balancing) so tt everythg wil speed up. can balance means everyone can go home early ma, isint it gd for everybody. grr~ wad she sae? she replied "hmm, do u noe how to do it?" i told her "roughly only, but stil not so sure". den she told me "den nvm, no nid". see??

i offered my help, but she declined it! she can always offer to teach me how to do it, den nex time i can help her rite? doesnt practice makes perfect? since she isnt willing to teach, den i cant do anythg to help la! complain wad shit! even if i stay til dey balance, wad am i suppose to do during that period of time? if dey tk half an hr to balance, den am i suppose to stare blankly for tt 1/2 hr?? since de crazy dog no nid my help wad! de most disgusting thg is, she has no guts to sae tis in front of me! she waited for me to leave, den she told ppl in de company! damn it~

June told me D bullied some other newcomers last time too. worse, she look dwn on those hu has no banking experience. for goodness sake, she's also a contract staff can? and her experience is only limited to de clearing dept! i wil only respect ppl hu do respect others too! u cant expect it to b one-sided ok. only contract den yaya papaya?? wtf! she no longer deserve my respect~

did i mention i gave my letter few daes bk? yes, u arent wrong, its my LETTER OF RESIGNATION! muahahha~ so happy can! of cuz she bu de some nice ppl thr, but nice ppl can stil contact dem ya? i cant work wif crazy dogsdamn~ nex gd news, Joanne is tendering tml! YAY~ u made de right decision gal! even if its normal admin jobs, we'll stil b able to find a better pay one. =) dun worry ya? if nt i b ur shopping khaki if u hav nth to do k? hee. *hugs*

yay, now can countdown to de bye-bye day le. so happie. =) tis whole dept is screwed up. yes, very. please please please...heed my advice, dun ever enter de clearing dept of Standard Chartered k? trust me, u'll regret. dun sae i nv warn u all ah. :p

ivent out my anger le, can go wait for dearie' call le! hee. so pissed after all these rubbish at work. tt crazy dog stil can pretend to b nice to me at work leh. of cuz its during situations wen she nid my help la. mayb she stil dunno tt i noe wad she've been saying mah. IM NOT STUPID OK! u wan me to help, i wouldnt mind, but if u start takin advantage of wad im doin for u, den i can only sae BYE! u've found de wrong person! HAHA!

heng i hav June and Joanne's company. =) we're de 3 'J's! hee. *cheers*

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heh heh..Friday coming soon. =) no plans tml at de moment, jus waiting for it to pass, if nt i cant c my dearie on Sunday! hee. yup, cos of de National Day Holiday, dey arent allowed to come out tis Saturday. so sad rite. army so bad. =( haha. so sick can. grr~

anyway, pics took last wkend:
at Sakae Sushi:


dearie wif de food:


my hungry baby:


nex location, Fort Canning..dearie wif de lion..hee:


the individual us:




togeda forever.. =)




thats me! haha. by some rocks/pebbles.. *smile*




wad a pose! muahahha...~


on de wae to east coast park..


dark skies..


and dark trees..haha..


we were friends as 2 seperate indivudals.. then..


we crossed into each other's life! *locked togeda forever*


dearie sending me home.. tryin to tk a pic wif our new baobei - monkey pillow!


a clearer picture! our "baby". *hugs hugs* =)


feelin pretty tired last few daes. plus my throat's hurting. sigh~ stil, it nv forbid me fr tokin to dearie. hee. suddenly on de fone, he was discussin marriage wif me. -.-" not tt im nt interested, but surprised i guess. ha. but happy of cuz. =) hearing de plans he intend to make..etc, im elated. *double happiness* he was calculating how many tables he wanna hav! *faint faint* i told him, no nid to make it so big event, cos nid a lot of $$ ma.. den he said, its only once a lifetime, he wanna make it memorable. -.-" *smiles*

he's away for outfield camp for 2 daes. some test thingy. hope he does well. *good luck dear* cant wait for u to b back tml (tho u cant come out, ha)! at least can tok to ya yea? *hugs hugs* mish mish u!! =p

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im so bloody angry!!!

damn. i feel cheated.

there was tis new gal tt came 2wks ago.. also a Diploma grad. apparently, Joanne found out tt she is being paid higher! 100 bucks higher is stil $$ rite?!! and for goodness sake, she also has no exp, and worse, her Diploma is not even in banking n finance. its IT! *faint*

she mention to de manger tt if she's not offerred xxx amt of pay, den she wun work. so end up, dey agreed to it and crap, she was jus given a better pay lidat! how can such things happen?!! i tout there are rules and regulations for pay scheme?!!

Joanne and i are so angry, our msn nic changed to "SCB is shittie. Cheat employees $$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (hers) and "screwed up dept. cheat my $$" (mine) ! bloody hell. =( tml, we're gonna ask de manager regarding tis. at de same time, ask bout overtime. i wan a valid explanation! damn.

jus 2 daes ago..dey fired tis part time staff cos of some minor reasons. so ridiculous can. its not those serious serious kind like stealing or wad. sth so minor! and she gt fired! mad!! like wad June said.. soon, tis company wil only b left wif contract+temp staffs. and dey wil c new faces in and out within months! ANGRY!!

tmls' finally Friday! -> dearie gonna b bk fr field camp! yippppeeeee! =) hee. he managed to come out on Monday nite and of cuz i wen dwn to mit him! hee. was shopping wif Joanne in town, den wen to his plc ard 10. he looked v tired n shag, plus, there were many mosquito bites on his body! aww~ *heartpain* dearie surprised me by driving to newton circus for makan, hee, cos i haven had dinner. =p he said he was tired, bring me home le, but ended up, no! he made my stomach happy! hehe. *thank u dear*

Tuesday, attended SP graduation. de dae we got our Diploma. *smiles* mixed feelins in me. time flies reali fast, i cant beleive 3 yrs jus pass lidat. these 3 yrs, many things happen ard me, be it happy or sad, it made me grow. i feel grateful to de sch, learnt many things thr, fr different kind of lecturers. dey inspired me. and as de sch song was played, tears filled my eyes. i nv regretted making de decision of choosing SP. *smiles* de place where i met nice, caring lecturers. wad kind of friends that are true to u. and of cuz, there, i met dearie. =)

dearie had to book in early last min, so it was pretty rush for us. after havin dinner togeda wif my parents, he had to leave le. *hugs*

im so bored of work, but im contented to hav a better work envt than few mths bk, wen no one tok to me, and no lunch khaki. =( super duper sad tt time. soon, June's leaving. happy for her of cuz, to b able to find a better pay job, and better work timing too. even if she needs to ot, she's being paid! =D she's been a reali nice colleague. tokin to her made me learn bout lotsa stuff. be it personal or work related, her advices and opinion impacted me. =)

lookin fwd to tml! gg to dearie's plc for dinner after picking him up fr Pasir Ris. monthly anni coming, but dearie's too tired tt he forget le. =( *hugs hugs* tk care of urself dearie! miss u lots! *muack*

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