Tuesday. 12.16.03 4:05 am SoOooO...itz mah break and i should bee gettin sum sleep but i kant..i dink i'm 2 used 2 it...
welps...lyfe...ish hummz....confusing...not reallee...welps...i didnt hab a nutang during dha summa soO ppl woodnt knoe bout vincent..but yeah...dere waz a vincent in dha summer ((summ knoe himm az mah buddy 4rm irvine...))we were lykk majorlee klose 2 hookin up...cept dha distance thing got in dha wai..den skewl started and we lost touch...  ..i knoe i knoe...sadd...but i mean..c'mon..irvine and long beach..not x-actlee all dat klose...and neither ob uz haz a car...soOO it madde sense dat we neva hooked up...but yeah..we talked ev'ry nite till morning...soOO yeah...i reallee lykked himm...and sOoOo took awhile 2 gett over himm...  ..but yeah...but we've started talkin again recentlee...not lykk ev'ry nite-talkin ((he styll haz skewl...)) but occasional-talkin...
and u knoe wat dha weird thing ish?! i dink i lykk dha gui more...OMG!  weird...dis ish reallee startin 2 annoy meeh...here i am..talkin 2 dis gui i've known 4 yearz...lykked himm wen we first met...lykked him jus a kuple monthz ago and i dunt feel much...wich ish weird...least 4 meeh....
i reallee am torn about dis...and sum ppl dink itz paolo..haha..itz not...hez a good frewn but neva more...and itz not dat senior gui either...i'm slowlee gettin ova dat...soOOo...dis ish annoyin meeh u guiz!! dis crush dozent seem 2 bee goin n-e-wherez but i kant gett ova it...grrz!!  ...help meeh...
watevaz...i'll givve it timme...welps..i feel sadd...i hab almost noe commentz or guestbook entryz..but i guess dat makkez sense cuz onlee memberz kan doOO dat and noe one haz nutang...OoOoo wells...i'd switch 2 sumthin elze...but i reallee lykk dha imagez..haha..((az u kan tell...lolz!)) OOoOok...soO itz almost 2..betta gett sum sleep cuz i gotta goe 2 DMV in dha morning..  ((noe not 4 mah license...2 renew mah permit...but i reallee wanted 2 use dat smilely..lolz! i knoe...i'm weird...))..sooOOo good night ev'ry1...  *sleep tite* Comment! (0) | Recommend! Monday. 12.15.03 10:40 pm YEY!! FIRST WEEK OB BREAK!! WA-HOO!! OOoOk...SOoO YEAH 2DAI WAZ FUNN..HAHA! I'M OUTTA MONEY NOW..LOLZ...GRRZ..STOoPID SOUTH COAST PLAZA...I ONLEE HABB LYKK 50 BUCKZ LEFT NOW...BUT I'M 2 PANTS, 1 SKIRT, 3 SHIRTZ RICHER...LOLZ!  ..SOoo YEAH...WELPS...FIRST DAI OB BREAK...PURDY FUNN...NOT 2 MUCH STRESS AZ OB NOW...BUT DERE WILL BEE 2MORROWZ WEN I GOE 2 RE-NEW MAH PERMIT CUZ I REALLEE...SERIOUSLEE...DUNT REMEMBA N-E-THING..HAHA! WELPS YEAH..I DUNT WANNA TAKKE MAH DRIVING TEST YET CUZ I DUNT FEEL READEE AND I DUNT WANNA FAIL ((I PROBZ WUNT FAIL BUT U KNOE))...SOooO YESH...
OMG!! JENN GOT MEEH A MINI-BONSAI TREE GROWING KIT...ITZ SOOo KEWLZ!! BUT IT TAKKEZ A HOLE LOT OB PATIENCE ((IT TAKKEZ 11 DAIZ JUS 2 GETT PLANTED!!! OMG!! WO HAZ DIS MUCH PATIENCE?!?)) WICH I SERIOUSLEE DUNT HAB...LOLZ!! BUT I'M TRYING..I REALLEE AM...AND SHE GOT MEEH A YU-GI-OH! SHIRT!! OMG!! YEY!!! *HAPPI*
WELPS..GUNNA GOE VISIT MAH PPL @ MILIKAN...SOo YESH...I'MMA BEE PURDY BUZEE 2MORROWZ...GRRZ...AND I GOTTA FIND SUM TIMME DIS WEEK 2 KLEAN UP MAH ROOM..LOLZ..SERIOUSLEE DUNT HAB MUCH ROOM 2 WALK IN DERE...HAHAZ! SOoo YESH..I SHOULD PROBABLEE START KLEANIN 2DAI...CUZ I NEED ROOM 2 PUT MAH NEW FONE...  HAHA! I KNOE HUH?! MAH RENTZ R ACTUALLEE LETTIN MEEH PUT A FONE IN MAH ROOM..LOLZ..WAT WERE DEY DINKING?! HAHA! SOOo MUST GOE NOW AND WATCH JINGLE BALL ROCK..R WATEVA ITZ KALLED ON CHANNEL 5...BIYAZ..TAKKE KAREZ...*WINK* MUCH LUV...  ((HAHA...KLOSEST THING IT HAZ 2 A KISH..LOLZ...KLOSE ENUFF...)) Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 12.10.03 9:40 pm SoOoo...2DAI I FAILED MAH FINAL..WELPS..NOT REALLEE FAIL BUT LETZ JUS SAI I DIDN'T DOo 2 GOOD...SOoO YEAH...I'M PRETTEE SHURE I GOT A B 4 DHA KLASS...I DUNNO..SLIGHTLEE DISSAPPOINTED BUT I DESERVE IT...GRRZ!! SoOO ANGRY CUZ I KOULD HAB GOTTEN AN A..  ...ERRZ...I JUS HADD SOoO MUCH CRAP GOIN ON...
BUT DOoODE!! DID BADD ON 2 TESTZ IN 1 DAI!! HOW KAN IT GETT N-E WERSE?! UMM..YEAH..OooOK..SOoO IF U DUNT KNOE MEEH..I'M LYKK ONE OB DOZE GURLZ WO GETT STRAIGHT A'S AND CRAP...CEPT I'VE GOTTEN 1 B...((GRRZ...STOoOPID FRESHMAN 2ND SEMESTER SPANISH...*ANGRY*))  ..SOoO YEAH...DIS B IN ANTHRO ISH NOT HELPING...I FEEL SADD...
HAHA..WELPS N-E-WAIZ..I'LL LIVE...SOoO...NUTANG JUS ADDED MORE LIL PIXZ STUFF..DERE SOoo KUTEZ!! DOoODE....LOOKE...  HAHA..DATZ MEEH RITE NOW..CUZ MAH COMP DECIDEZ EV'RY ONCE IN AWHILE DAT IT DOZENT LYKK MEEH GETTIN ONLINE AND DECIDEZ NOT 2 CONNECT MEEH...LOLZ...
OooK..SooOOo I DINK I'M STYLL IN DHA PREOPERATION PERIOD SUM TIMMEZ..AND SOoO ANIMISM..SOo I PROZB SHOULDN'T BEE GETTIN MAH COMP UPSET..SOoO NOE MORE STUFF BOUT MAH NET CRASHIN ON MEEH..HAHA..I KNOE..ITZ PSYCH STUFF...
SOoOo..I HAB AN X-TRA SPANISH AP KLASS 2MORROW..IZNT DAT JUST GREAT?! OOoH WELL..GOTTA LOKKE ON DHA BRITE SIDE..LEAST ITZ NOT ON FRI...  ...HAHA...I WANT PANCAKEZ..LOLZ...Ooooh!! U KNOE WAT I WANT 4 X-MAS?!?! DHA PERFECT PANCAKE THINGY U CEE ON TV..DAT THING ISH SOoo SERIOUSLEE KEWL..LOLZ...I'D GETT IT..CEPT I DUNT EAT PANCAKEZ DAT MUCH...HAHA..BUT I'D LYKK 2...  ..OooK..SoO I HAB A LOT OB CRAP 2 DOo 4 2MORROW..SKEWL-WISE..SOo YESH...GRRZ...SPANISH TILL 5:30..GRRZ...
oOoK..SOoO GOOD LUCK 2 PPL WO HAB CHEM TEST...I FAILED BUT MAYBEE U'LL HAB BETTA LUCK...  HAHA...HAB FUNN... Comment! (0) | Recommend! uhh..itz lykk 3:35 in dha mornin!! Tuesday. 12.9.03 6:17 am soOo..i should bee doin mah spanish composition...sOoo yi arent i?!
ooOk..i'll tell u yi...cuz i kant stopp dinkin bout dis one person...i havent been able 2 all dai...errz...not since i talked 2 becky cuz datz actuallee wen i realized i even hadd feelingz 4 dis person...((OoOok..sOo maybee i knew a lil bit b4 dat...  ))
sOO yeah...derez anoda gui in mah life...actuallee i shouldn't sai anoda..cuz more and more..all dha oda onez goe awai and dis gui ish styll dere!! yi?!?! ish dat weird?!
i dunno ppl!! help meeh out...dis gui and i barelee makke sense...we're prettee different in manee aspectz...but we're not oppositez..soO u kant sai dat oppositez attract...itz jus dat dis gui iznt lykk n-e ob mah oda bfz..r even mah oda crushez...OoOoh..did i mention i barelee knoe dha gui...we've onlee hadd a kuple ob klassz 2gether...
doOode..i havent hadd a crush crush in soO long...dis feelz soOo weird!! errz...and i dunno wat 2 doOo...
haha...i should dOOo...
spanish comp...
but grrz!! i kant gett himm outta mah mind...
and he dozent knoe and i dunt dink i wanna tell himm  ...@ least 4 now... Comment! (0) | Recommend! realized how impatient i am..haha Tuesday. 12.9.03 5:55 am hummz..sOO i'm gettin ready to pull anoda almost-all-nighter...derez jus soOo much spanish...not 2 mention math test...but watevaz...i'll jus wing dat one...
welps..itz bout 2 minutez till 3 in dha morning..and i'm brushin mah teeth...haha...i dunno..i all ob a sudden realized i didnt brush mah teeth sOO here i am...brushing and typin ish a veree hard task 2 dOO @ dha samme timme...soO..givve meeh a sec. and i will bee rite bacc...  ((uhh...klosest thing i kould find...sOo yeah...iznt dat sadd tho?! hahaz))
*playin purdy musik ((lykk wen ppl putt u on hold))*
OoOook...all brushed and klean...WOW! i reallee doO feel klean..lolz
sOOo..speakin ob being put on hold...i neva reallee gott put on hold b4 untill last week wen i waz kallin around 4 last minute history day model and i got putt on hold lykk 17 thousand timmez..lolz..well almost..i kalled ev'ry toy, book, and hobby store in long beach, lakewood, and cerritos...sOO yeah...i got putt on hold A LOT! haha..wich iznt a good thing cuz i'm a veree impatient person..  ...SOo yeah..a lot ob dem even said: "your call ish veree important 2 us. please hold"..i seriouslee thought dey onlee used dat line in dha moviez..haha...and dha musik waz realee funni...soOo diverse...lykk 80s, x-mas, classical...itz waz a strange experience...
but yeah..i hung up on most ob dem...i mean c'mon..i dunt wanna bee put on hold 4 dat long..it waz lykk 7 minutez!! doOde...dat long!! haha...welps..i dunno..i guess i'm jus reallee impatient... Comment! (0) | Recommend! Thursday. 12.4.03 7:21 am hey u guiz..welps..i'm styll upz..itz lykk 4:25 am 2..and i havent gotten sleep yet...soO much crap 2 doO and i'm styll not done...maynz...welps..i dunno..thought i'd takke a break and all dat..soO yeah..here i am...welps...i dunno..I'M SOooO AWAKE!! CRAP!! lolz..i gotta finish researchin titanic and den i'll goe 2 sleep..welps...*tired*
i dink i'm lykk mentally and physicallee dead  ((OMG!! IT TOKKE MEEH 5 TIMMEZ 2 GETT PHYSICALLEE RITE...I'M TIRED!!))..lykk seriouslee u guiz...i've been lykk blackin-out and crap recentlee...i need sleep!! maynz...i basicallee lykk passed out dha oda dai @ mah comp...datz not good ish it?! AHHHZ!!
welps...i dunno...hab i eva told u how much i luv mah sis...i'd neva admit dat 2 her face..but i doOo..  u doO wat she did 2dai?! i waz lykk tired..lykk exhausted and basicallee dead asleep on dha couch 4 awhile and lykk i told her 2 wakke meeh up lykk ev'ry freakin 5 minz and crap and she did ((she normallee woodn't...i guess she knew how tired i was...))...and lykk i went 2 sleep 4 5 more min. b4 i actuallee REALLEE doin hw...(lykk portfolio and history day and crap)...and lykk wen i wokke up..(cuz i told her 2 goe 2 sleep)...she hadd opened up mah research 4 dha titanic online and went 2 google and searched more 4 meeh...iznt dat nicce?! datz lykk sumthing i wood doO 4 her not wat she wood normallee doO 4 meeh...soO it waz sweet...and den lykk she had told meeh 2 eat sum coffee candy jus cuz...but lykk i got 2 dha comp and she left meeh sum coffee candy on dha desk wid a note sayin: "eat coffee candy it's psychological (big word)"...iznt dat kute?!
yeah i jus thought dat waz nicce ob her..soO yeah...tokke time away 4rm history dai writin 2 sai dat...soOo yeah..i seriouslee should gett bacc...itz lykk passed 4:30 am...and mah parentz jus woke up soO yeahz..biyaz u guiz...good morning! Comment! (0) | Recommend! |