just watched bridgett jones' diary. wow shes such a strong women. anyways i remembered after i saw that me and shawns new years resolutions from this year. well, they were good but i only kept one. that one was to have the one special kiss that means something, actually. i did that but everything else i didnt do. so now that im motivated ( and that i need to, in light of recent events with mom ). this is my summer resolutionssss okay? im gona keep them over summer for starters and then at the beginning of the school year ill make a new list. and then maybe in new years '05 shawn and i can make a list of resolutions that we can actually keep. so heres my list

summer resolutionsssss
1. drink more water
2. eat less and work out more
3. remember peoples names, and remember to get them before we hook up
4. dont be materialistic.. happy with what you have
5. save the drama
6. be nicer to everyone even if your not interested in them romanticly
7. speaking of romantic.. dont be so sexual, be more romatic. kisses are much sweeter when theres no tongue and no slobber
8. listen to dave mathews more.. DMB this DMB thattt
9. gain mom and dads trust back.. stronger. not by lying though this time, seriously be sincere. so many things we need to talk about*
10. work on guitar, voice, and lyrics SERIOUSLY


*things we ( being me, my mom, and my dad ) need to talk about*

-boys-
yeah i like some but theyr not all my bf's. i dont want to make the wrong decisions with them, and i wont. some boys i do like, but none seriously now. theyr just much cooler to chill with. not so much drama as girls. i still love my girls though, i just need to be able to grow up and have friendships with boys too.

well thats really all i have in mind right now. yeah thats it, but more will come later


back to things that have to do with ME and not my parents.. i have a new crushhhh and hes a cutie. his name - steven lemonson. AWESOME. more on him later, i dont feel like doing a whole fricken bio right noww



anyways today went to the jcc. justin f was thurr, chilled for a little. then justin s, steve m, and ~my crush~ steve L, all came up. theyr scurred justin f off. chilled with them and elise. when we were in the playground i was trying to hook up with justin the whole fucking time but once elise left him and me alone, steve L came over. ehhhhh sucked. so tomorrow im going back and then over to justins with steve L. later at night, me and anal sex ariel are going to zach dekelbaums with adam nusguard and adam tittleman. yay - i have a fun filled day ahead of me!


<3 sleep tight

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i smell like suntan lotion. ewwwww! thats because i have it on. dont usually wear it but i got burnt yesterday at the jcc. or maybe thats just cause i fell asleep for two hours..idk..anyways, shawns at the beach (nags head in north carolina) for the week with her dada and dan. HAVE FUN BABE! wish i could go with. liz and court are in ocean city, new jersey for the week too. grrr. well as of now, i have 7 days until shawn and i go to bethany beach!!!!!!!! wow now.. that also means 7 days until elises bm-your gona do great babe! zach dekelbaums was today but i wasnt invited, were not that close. ahh well hes not comming to mine either.

well i heard something funny from mitch barker. he IMs me and goes "did you tell cory your 15?" and i said no cause i didnt. then he proceeded to tell me how cory told all these people he hooked up with a 15 yr old and when they asked for a name he said meghan haight. lol this is the funny part. when he said that to this big group of people, one girl knew me and she goes "meghans in 7th grade loser!" and hes such a bad liar that he said back to her "yeah but she was held back". now cory, when did this conversation about me being 15 and being in 7th grade cause i was held back EVER happen? hahahahaha dorkkkkk but i love you anyways

im outt now byeeeee

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heyy-i just fit a whole oatmeal cookie in my mouth! but i then remembered how much i hate oatmeal cookies. blehhhhhh. shawn made it funny though check this shittt...

XmajicliDELISHUS: i just fit a whole cookie in my mouth
Person4Life98679: kewl
Person4Life98679: i wish i had a cookie so i could do that
XmajicliDELISHUS: nah it hurt
XmajicliDELISHUS: and its oatmeal rasin
XmajicliDELISHUS: euch
Person4Life98679: i like omeal raisin!
XmajicliDELISHUS: omeal?
XmajicliDELISHUS: lol
XmajicliDELISHUS: sounds like a black person name
Person4Life98679: it does!
XmajicliDELISHUS: yo yo yo dis ya boi omeal reppin da pville siedddd! holler
Person4Life98679: Omeal Laquifa Shanainai Tequira Tenasha
XmajicliDELISHUS: and if you take raisin and add an "a" at the end, its like a black girls name
XmajicliDELISHUS: omeal + raisina
XmajicliDELISHUS: lol
Person4Life98679: Omeal +Raisina
XmajicliDELISHUS: which do you wana be?
Person4Life98679: i'm puttin that in ma pro
Person4Life98679: un sec
Person4Life98679: which one do YOU wanna be?
XmajicliDELISHUS: ill be omeal cause my russian name is varina which sounds like raisina
Person4Life98679: ok
Person4Life98679: i'm raisina
Person4Life98679: yayy
Person4Life98679: it's in the pro
XmajicliDELISHUS: im trying to fit it in
Person4Life98679: hahahhaha
Person4Life98679: you cannot fit the love
Person4Life98679: oooo
Person4Life98679: i have a new saying
Person4Life98679: here it is:
XmajicliDELISHUS: lol yeah i can
Person4Life98679: LOVE ME LIKE A POLARIOD PICTURE
XmajicliDELISHUS: lol
Person4Life98679: i love it
XmajicliDELISHUS: i love you more than a polaroid picture
XmajicliDELISHUS: i mean.. do you see me making plans to go to the beach with a polaroid picture?
XmajicliDELISHUS: noooooo
Person4Life98679: i know
Person4Life98679: but you have to love poariods tho
XmajicliDELISHUS: lol yeah i love them too

^hahahah were GREAT together, BFF's now and forever!
...and always...

im outt

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