mood: depressed...
listening to: Rio Grand- Kill Me Now
watching: Music Choice on Comcast

Have you ever felt that things just weren't right.. and a massive change was needed in your life?? That's how i feel right now.. It's something i don't want to do.. but if my boyfriend doesn't have a job in the next two weeks.. I'm done.. I'm sick of paying his bills.. we each pay 300 in rent... and i've been paying his share.. the shitty thing is... i only get 603 on disability... without him working i have a difficult time taking care of myself and my dog.. i really don't give much of a shit about myself... but not being able to take care of my dog is the last straw... I'm so angry all the time.. especially when he tries to tell me what i have to do. HE needs to worry about HIMSELF and get a fucking JOB!!! Now.. i find out that my fucking cable bill hasn't been fucking paid and i am about done with this whole situation... my other roommate hasn't been paying the cable bill and i'm pissed.... and it really sucks.. cause she'
s having surgery right now and i won't even be able to get pissed at her... anyway.. i'm about done with this whole thing...

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mood: Pissed right the fuck off
As i f the impending world war 3 wasn't scary enough... now i have to deal with an idjet boyfriend that turns the fans off at night on a day it's supposed to go above 100 DEGREES... WHAT THE FUCK??!?! Is it too unreasonable to think that one might leave the fans ON.. so the room COOLS OFF before it gets so damn hot ya can't breathe? It's almost 930 in the morning and the fucking temperature is a nice round 89 degrees because some JACKASS keeps turning off the fans when they'll do the most fucking good. I warned him before it got hot.. that if he turned the fans off this weekend.. i was gonna freak out.. looks like i just might end up having make good on that. He doesn't seem to give a shit.. so it looks like I'M gonna have to.. If he is doing this as a way to get back at me for something.. if he's TRYING to piss me off.. well it fucking worked.... WAY TO GO ASSHAT!!!!

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