Monday, December 18, 2006 I guess somewhere out there in the region it must be a fucking drought or dry season hur..cos it seems all the rain in the region have migrated to singapore liao..hah.
been raining for abt 48 hrs non stop since saturday night. all this rain has made the air nice and cool and great for sleeping, resulting in my sleeping almost the whole of today away after gyming in the morning..
but wtf..it has also spoiled my other plans for gg out.. say, for instance, outdoor stuff like bballing and swimming.. and even if i weren't out doing sports, i wouldn't like to go out in this wet and cold crap, getting my feet and clothes wet for no reason and having to lug ard an umbrella everywhere i go, which i will tend to forget to bring back whenever i sit down somewhere to la kopi or eat, or even while on the train.
some might ask what kind of a soldier am i, scared to go out in the rain..well i dont care la, i really hate the feeling of getting my feet wet la, soldier or not. anyway, my cheong sua days are long over liao, so all the more no reason for me to go out of the way and make myself wet, cold and miserable like last time.
fuck, i dont like rainy days la, it makes u unable to go out, and have to sit at home all day and listen to the sound of the water splashing down on the windows and the pavements downstairs. and when that happens, i will tend to start thinking alot of things that i do not want to think abt, like where im gg to be 10, 20 years down the road? whats the afterlife like? is there really such a thing or even sth like reincarnation and deja vu from the previous life?...and all sorts of similar rubbishy things.
i esp dont like to think abt the far future or the past, simply becos i like to live in the present and not huan lo a hell lot abt the past or the unforseenable future; i think its really just a waste of brain cells..and i dont have alot to spare..given my short attention span.
well, mayb some will call me aimless, having no goals or dreams. but i've come to realise that its no pt having so many so called dreams, goals or whatever when u only have so much time or limited power in ur hands to accomplish anything. so why not take it slow and live one step at a time?
arghh, here it comes again, the stupid thoughts..fucking rain.
nuff abt the rain, sidetrack abit to gripe abt the old woman, aka my mom; who seems to have found all the more reason to nag at me since im stuck at home the whole day. moment she comes home she HAS to come ask me what i did for the day, how come on leave also nua whole day nair go out do sth...blah blah blah..
cb la, i on leave, go out or not, do what fuck shit, also must tell u every minute detail har? like that ar boh u become me live my life for me want not? really, for the life for me, and its 21 years to date ald, i can nv understand her; her fixation with other ppl's stuff, and how the fuck she can be so kaypo to mind others' business when she got more than enough on her hands ald.
really la, wtf she want? i stay at home she buay song. i go gym nv tell her she buay song. i go sit at the void deck la kopi or go out to drink with friends until late late she also buay song. like that tell me...how den she will be song? must everything follow her way, listen to her bullshit and accept it like i got no thoughts of my own is it? and i wont even start on the tiao kang and insult bit, its ald been covered before.
nb la, sometimes its not i dont want to do sth abt my life, its circumstances dont allow can? when the hell will she understand...but i seriously think she nv will la, so why am i saying so much..probably cos im just damn tu lan with her, and also frustrated with my own life.
sian la.. Comment! (2) | Recommend! Saturday, December 9, 2006 Thursday, December 7, 2006 Story time, children!
there was once a family of five, and they are well..i cant think of any word to describe them all except mayb weird. hah. they look very much like the normal and prosperous family but is actually quite dysfunctional; allow me to explain.
let's start with the parents first.
both are self righteous pigs who never want to admit they are wrong even when it is very obvious that they are.
the father is lazy and totalitarian. he tries to rule the whole family with an iron fist but has only succeeded in making all of them hate him and his bullshit. he is also so china loving that anyone who knows him well enough can be sure that he will immigrate to that overpopulated land the first chance he got given that he has sufficient finances which thankfully he does not, or his family will no doubt hate him even more.
the mother, although the exact opposite of her spouse in being very hardworking, is also another self righteous idiot who never wants to admit her mistakes. she is also fucking naggy and tries to dish out advice unsolicited to any and everyone but has many times succeeded in only pissing off those she talks to. this is because her conversation with them will inadvently turn into one laced with insults and callous remarks directed at the person once her 'advice' is not accepted and she is not able to support her own argument.
next, the 3 children. all 3 are old enough to know what they are doing, with the elder 2 ald past 20 and into adulthood and the youngest one soon to follow; although this does not neccessarily mean that they are essentially doing the right things. 2 of them are girls, one working, the other still schooling, with their brother stuck in between them and slaving away in the army.
the eldest female is a fat fuck who is also damn lazy to move her fat ass, thus resulting in her gargantuan size; even tho her mother tries a thousand and one ways to make her lose weight, but to no avail. on top of that she is also fucking self-centred and selfish. she only lives in her own world without giving a fuck to what's happening ard her.
her kid sister has a very bad attitude problem but does very well in hiding it, esp in front of relatives; where she will appear as a sweet lass well deserving of praise after praise. however, her ugly side is shown when dealing with her family, as she will snap impatiently at any and everything that is told to her, and also pull a long face as if the whole fucking world owes her a living. her behaviour with friends is not known though it is suspected to be similar if not worse than that of her behaviour towards her family.
other than that, she does deserves merit for doing very well in her academic studies by being able to make it to a top secondary school , junior college and smoothly transcending to uni after that. she has no known vice common among young females her age, such as clubbing excessively, staying out late at night, getting home drunk and such, as she does not even touch alcohol voluntarily, and of course not cigarettes. her parents love her for being that way, and constantly compares these traits of her to her elder brother, who is very definitely her exact opposite.
finally, the brother. as mentioned above, he smokes, drinks, clubs occasionally and loves to stay out late at night hanging out with friends with similar qualities as him. his studies were above average in primary sch, but slowly deteriorated to average as he proceeded from secondary to tertiary education, with his poly results so bad that he cannot make it to any local university after his national service.
he also can be said to have an attitude problem, as he talks loudly, is very guai lan and loves to suan ppl when he gets the chance. but, most of the time, he gets suaned by his frens more than he gets to suan them. although he has had alot of dreams and goals, he has hardly achieved any of them very thoroughly. in his early twenties, he is quite a sad soul to be without career, girl or money and most importantly, not yet ord.
lastly, he is constantly in pursuit of some form of physical fitness but has had only minor success in it. this though, can be said to be his best trait given that he has doggedly pursued it for some years without any hint of totally giving up like some of his other goals and dreams.
the brother dislikes his family alot and wants to move out the first chance he got once he has enough finances. he definitely hates his kid sister as he sees her as someone who contradicts his very existence, and is also quite sure that she feels the same way abt him.
tt is all for this dysfunctional family. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday, December 6, 2006 suddenly i just feel like griping abt ppl and stuff in my camp cos i got this feeling that they are all taking our br, i.e. log br, log br/admin for granted.
to start with, why is every other br always posting useless fuckups to our side? ppl like doggie wong from the mp's dog section, who did nth all day but surf the net or his personal stuff, and try to siam here siam there when given tasks, even trying to get specs to do his work for him, or coming up with a thousand and one lame excuses or bullshitting abt everything, like he every fucking thing also zai.. heng the boss got sick of his antics and posted him back to his doggy frens.
just when we thought he was over, along comes derrick the fat ass fuckup, who's so damn stupid to nearly kenna charged and thrown into db for awoling because he couldn't obtain an mc. fucking piece of fat shit has no purpose in our br at all, because all he does is eat, smoke, and play dumb games on the computer; and also coming up with cock excuses like doggie wong when tasked to do things. tell him to do area cleaning also cannot do a gd job, must ppl go and tell him off den can do... and trying to play attitude with the specs who tell him to do some work? wtf is this?!
why? why? why? do we always get such fuckups?
and why does 3sg desmond, our damn zai c-mechanic in charge of the pol stuff have to be posted out to sembawang camp? cb la, post out useful ppl and post in useless dumb fucks? where's the logic in that?
next, will the fucking pad idiots pls start doing things in a more efficient manner? or rather pls listen to advice from us because we have had more experience in running the armoury since you cocksters only took over like 1 half months ago while we've been doing it all along since dunno when?
still got the cheek to complain to their lao chek that we nair teach them properly when they give us fuckup ppl who aren't willing to learn and try to skive away while we are trying to teach them the ropes on running the armoury. cb la, den can still send our boss email saying pls be patient with the new ppl and teach them properly and dun scold them. since when the fuck have we even scolded ur armskotemen?
but heng at last there are a couple of really gd ones that have really picked up everything we imparted to them and aren't creating anymore trouble for us.
but... why must their oc, cpt simon be so fussy as to want to change and reassign all the rife butt no.s so that his personal arm can have the 01 tag? even gg to the extend of wanting to break out all nine boxes, total of 270 rifles in preservation to change all the butt no.s.. making all the more work for his armskotemen and us armourers since we have to perform inspections and certify every weapon that's broken out of the box before it can be resealed again. tolong la, we ald got more than enough work on our hands with the lri coming next month la, can? there's only 3 of us lei..
and will the fucking pad men pls go learn and memorise the difference between armourer and armskotemen? dont fucking go ard calling for armourer when all u need is the armskotemen to open the armoury for u to draw and send arms! even though the 2 titles look almost the same in spelling but they mean a world of difference. most of u pricks are 'a' levels or at least an 'o' right, surely its not that hard for u to go and learn one more army term when u have ald picked up tons since entering the army, rite?!
lastly, the canteen food is seriously getting damn from bad to worse and we are all quite sure that the damn couple running the only store there is taking us for granted by selling us lousy food at exorbitant prices because they are the only ppl willing to come up to this godforsaken, monkey infested place in bukit timah to sell food. at first we suspected that they froze and refried leftover unsold food from the previous day but it got to the pt that we have confirmed it to a fact. even when we confronted the store auntie, she would feign ignorance and even saying she only uses fresh food everyday. yar right.
even when alot of ppl complain inside the usms forms every month that the food sucks they would not do anything abt it since they know we got no where else to get breakfast in the morning unless we are willing to take the trouble to tapao from down the hill when we come for work daily, which we are seriously considering ald by taking turns being the suay kia buying everyone's breakfast daily and totally boycotting their food.
next came another shocker when the national environment agency came to inspect their store and reflected back in their report that they are indeed refrying food from previous days, even those from 2 or 3 days back, and also selling us lor mai kai and bread thats ald expired. ccb.
knn, i think thats all i want to say liao, at least now that i said it, i somehow feel better, but then again, its nt gg to change anything la..argh! fuck it. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday, November 29, 2006 Monday, November 6, 2006 went jb today with sebast since im on leave for 2 days. cant say i did much except for eat, shop and eat some more.
think the last time i went was 2 years ago liao..and the place still hasn't changed much, if any at all. the streets are still as dirty, air is still as hazy, if nt hazier..but most imptly of all, stuff is still dirt cheap down there.
really, each time i go there, i find it quite amazing that u can actually change only sgd 20 for a half day trip and its ald more than enough. 20 brings you abt rm 44 which allows for a good number of things to be done. i manged to catch a movie, eat lunch at the food junction there and buy 2 packs of cigs and some gum..and still have abt 10 left.
speaking of food, the food junction is really heaven sent, cos the food pricing is abt the same as here in sg, 4 to 5 per a la carte dish, only its in rm. of course, there is also stuff like pizza hut and kenny rogers, whereby u get the same stuff as here in sg for half the price..cos of the exact same pricing but currency exchange difference. whoo!
cigs are up by abt rm 1, but its a negligible difference la, just have to hiong in, if kenna caught, den too bad lor..quite a gd catch today, i would say, we managed to hiong in 6 packs btwn the 2 of us.
and best of all, movies are still at rm 9 per ticket, less than half tt in sg! and the seats are damn spacious, even someone my size can comfortably shift ard throughout the whole show without any constraint at all.
all in all, a gd trip i would say, most definitely will go sometime soon again. Comment! (3) | Recommend! | 
