the weekend was alright. a lil on the long side.
finally saw my cousins and aunts and uncles. i haven't seen them in the longest. i'm not a very family oriented person but i do like my nieces and nephews. they're all fun lil kids. my nieces are cool because they LOVE hello kitty, maybe more than i do which has to be a lot. on another note, my cousins found out about my piercing which led to a whole conversation of shock. weird. they should get over it. i already did.
as usual my parents tried to persuade me to go into nursing which i think is absurd seeing that i'm just about to graduate. it's not like i can turn back the hands of time and change my major to nursing. if i could then i probably would but that's not reality. in any given case, they should get over it already. i know that nursing would be a good and stable job, but i didn't want to set myself up for a life that's just like my mom or aunts. i will make something of myself and the time i spent in college even though it's like no one believes that i will.

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wtheck is he doing here?
i just had a crazy/interesting dream that was quite satisfying
and now i have to wake up to a manwhore in my house?
i'm so confused. how'd this freakin happen?
it's kinda funny but then again it's like whatever to me.
and why is his car parked on my driveway?!
hehe...at least he's not my problem anymore.

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so that's how it's gonna be?
i'll take that.
that's fine with me.
you'll get yours later.

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someone needs to stop acting like they live here or get their own room now. because you're not welcomed in [my room] here anymore. have a little respect if you have a friend over don't assume that i want to hang out with them too and don't try to use my room as a hang out place.

get a fuckin life.

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sometimes it sucks when something that was never supposed to happen, happens. it sucks when it happens because of a very small reason that eventually blossoms into a sick and twisted string of events. then when it's over and figured out you don't want it to be and you wish it could go on and on and the only reason why is cuz you started to care. but as usual why in the hell am i trying to care about someone when that person will never even give a shit about me? i'm sick of everything that sick sad world is displaying to me right now =/!

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i want a guy to be a big deal to me. i wanna fall for someone that makes me trip so hard for no reason. i wanna do ridiculous things like write his name all over my notebook and class notes, go off my regular routine of things to do just to "run" into him, get excited when there's a chance i'm gonna see him, dress really cute to get his attn, get all giddy over a phone call or text, and drift off into a round of day dreams in class...i wanna be a nervous wreck and worry about stupid stuff that i shoiuldn't waste my time worrying about ...

only because i haven't felt like that in a while...no guy can faze me these days. heh, i haven't really liked someone that much in like 3 years and no one has been able to get me like that to any extent. i guess sometimes it's better to get over shit before it consumes you. i'm in need of a chase and a good one at that.

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