Sorry about my last entry. I went a little crazy there.

So it's been a year and a few days since I started reading Catch-22 for Lit. Wow... that's kind of scary.

I'm going cruising tomorrow but the better news is that I'M GOING ON A PLANE! I'm so excited and you have no idea. I just love that feeling of anticipation when you're on the plane. You're too excited to do anything but you know that it'll take awhile. I'm going to wake up around 4... and I need a lot of luck with that. I'm going to set up all five of my alarms and put them right next to me. I'm going to try and set them at the same time... hopefully they'll go off and I'll get up. At least this isn't like going to Canada where I wake up to Sarah's call as they're all boarding the bus.

I want to hang out with everybody. I'm probably going to make a checklist and pester people I haven't seen all summer so we can hang out at least once this summer. I don't care if hanging out means going to the movies. Because I never know when I'm going to see these people. Sure I'll probably see most of them when I come back... but sometimes you don't.

yeah,,,

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Last night I had a find-free-podcasts mindset. I got a lot from National Geographic. It was one of those random outbursts you get. Well you might not get them, but I certainly do.

Sometimes I can't but help wonder but what if I were in the middle of the seat at the time of the crash? When I was in second grade we spent (I think) Spring Break in Maryland. When we were going back to Maryland from Washington D.C., my dad misjudged the light and turned on red. We swerved and I think we hit one of the poles. I remember we hit a car and stuff but it was too quick.

We were in a minivan and there were three rows. The front row included the driver and a passenger seat. The second row had two seatbelts, and the third had three seatbelts. All of the seatbelts were taken so I was placed in the middle of the second row (there were three of us and two seatbelts). After awhile my aunt switched sides with me. So now this time she's in danger without the seatbelt.

After the crash she had bruises but thankfully she was fine and is still living a healthy life.

Anyway back to what I was saying... what if I were still in the middle? Would my life be different than it is now? Would I be dead? If so, I'd be dead for ten years (which is a weird thing to think). Or am I just exaggerating this?

I've been getting this feeling that I tend to exaggerate things. I make a big deal out of things. I tend to blow things out of proportion or something. I just get that feeling.

RIP DC, RG, CA, TA
Even after a year of mourning this feeling of loss never goes away.

I think this is another hiatus until I can sort everything together. It's getting a little too personal to lay all of this out onto the internet.

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It's interesting but it's doing a great job at pissing me off. I'm already on the eleventh episode and I swear some parts of episodes were already repeated in the series. For example, Robin goes off and is in front of a witch. One false move and the witch can kill her. The Witch is then shot in the back from one of Robin's friends. That happened twice.

I think the only reason I continue to watch is because I'm hopeful. I know that it has 20-something episodes. I'm hoping that the rest of the episodes get better. There's a chance that the series won't get better but that's a chance I'm willing to take.

I just find it weird to like a show but hate it at the same time. I'm beginning to understand that the series would be much better if the episodes were an hour long. To me each episode is rushed and you know how long it'll take for the people to solve a mystery. Each episode is about 24 minutes long ( counting the credits and whatnot). The perpetrator is always found around 15-18 minutes of the show. THIS IS BORING. After the perpetrator is found a small fight scene commences. This didn't happen all the time but it usually does.

It's just all rushed.

I do hope that it gets better. I believe this series could have some potential if they change it up a little.

Maybe I watch it just to listen to the music....

Classical Barbie Girl

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I played Wii for the first time today. We played tennis for a good five minutes. It's funny how people get so into it when all you have to do is flick your wrist. Al though the flicking makes the game easier, I think actually swinging makes it more enjoyable and dangerous. One of the kids was playing and wasn't wearing the strap. Each time he swung I feared he'd let go of the controller and it would hit me. I was listening to music so I was too lazy to move out of the way. It was exhilarating.



I think I want to make a movie or something. It probably won't happen... but I want to do something fun with everyone, you know? I want to bring a good 18 years of my life with me to California. It's across the country, and I want something to remember everyone. It could just be a picture from the summer-- I don't care.

My view is that I won't see anyone after summer ends and we all leave. The past few weeks of school I didn't want to miss a single thing. I wanted to attend everything no matter how pointless. I went to prom, I went to the senior breakfast and lunch... I just wanted to do these things. This is (probably) the last time you'll see certain people being complete jerks. Even though there were some people in the school I could not stand, I wanted to soak up everything. I wanted to experience the feeling that I will not be able to experience this next year. Sure I'm most likely going to meet worse jerks later on in life, but these people you may never see again... ever. So you might as well just deal with it... because this high school experience won't come back. Maybe I'm just a clingy person. I have trouble letting things go.

I'm not sure if what I said makes sense.

Today I worked the first 8 hour shift in a while. It wasn't too bad but I had gas.

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