my trip back home....well it was more like to my family since i pretty much cut ties with my friends. i was kinda looking foward to spending time with my sister because she's got health problems BUT naive me....from the moment we walked in the door i realized i was an idiot to even think about being nice or getter treated nicely. it's been so bad since we've been there. the first two days was like annoying and awkward. first day my parents left to hemet for an appointment and to have lunch with a friend there and my sister was in school so...it was just me and her bf there at the apartment. no it wasn't like OMG a guy! i'm left here alone with a guy! no ._. it was more like he knows i want to use the net but he wasn't willing to help...isnt that all the time? useless fk. anyways...i had asked him if i can hook up the router and the's like ._. "yeah" doesn't move though. so i'm trying to get an idea of what is there and how to hook it up with him in the way and not disconnecting him from the net. -_-; i'm mean seriously be a man and help out? he acta as if he pays for the net and the rent, fking living off my parents for free and doesn't do shit. but back to the trying to hook up to the net. so i'm like oh fk this -_-; well that kinda ticked me off since i had a blast with my cousins earlier in the day playing some video games so he spoiled my day. went back to my aunt's/grandma's whoever's place and talked with my cousin that i grew up with. vented to him for a bit and he's like dude come to my house and use the net there. so i'm like ooooo :D we talked some more and then he's like i'll be back for you and left for a bit. then i called kt and talked with her a bit then cousin came back so then we went to get my pc and stuff. bumped into my sister and bf upstairs and we were like @_@?? because he just doesn't do anything to look up or help my cousin since something was in the way and needed help. cousin was like he's fucking useless! =x so true >_>; so we get to my cousin's home, hooked up the pc, and then the montior doesn't work! the monitor just had like scanlines and went all crazy. call up my aunt and ask if i can borrow her monitor and she's like sure! so i go back to aunt's/grandma's house and go to the room where she is then she's like oh wait! that big part? and i'm like yeah thats the monitor ._. she changed her mind and was like no you can't borrow that haha you might drop it haha XD .. fk you ._. like wtf? i hooked it up dumbass. anyways then i'm like fk >_> so then my mom tells me that my sis isn't gonna be home and will be in moreno valley for the night. -_-? she didn't even tell me that they were leaving and knew i was staying at my cousin's because of her! track back to cousin's place and i get my stuff and once again lug the pc up the stairs and only to find my sister and bf are still in the apartment...they never left ._. stayed with my family till she left then finally got to use the internet. *sighs* but thats not all of it. so the next day, sis comes home and is like did you unplug him? and i'm like "well i must have since i'm on the net right now!!! can't see that?!" and she's like oh thats why he got fired. apparently i had done a bad thing by unplugging him from the net which made his website not upload and he lost his job.

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AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! i love it XD! well assuming he did have a job ... i dont think he had one because if he did....he would have helped paid the rent and bills right? i mean thats what any real man would have done right? the man supports the woman, its always been that way. so yeah he's a pathetic boy that relies on his gf for food and shelter. spineless shit.


do i feel bad that i made him lose his job if he did have one? no i don't. its justice at its finest. till he provides for my sister like a real man is suppose to be like i wont acknowlege his ass. as far as i'm concern he doesn't deserve my sister. she's way to good for him.

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just watched a documentary on raquel welch.....*drools* she was hot. i should watch all her movies :3 gina gershon looks strikingly similar to welch as well...*drools some more* well i've always had a crush on gershon anyways XD not surprised that i would find welch as well.


leaving tomorrow for los angeles area for grandma's bday party. 80 something she's gonna be x_x didn't realize that she was that old. i'm dreading going back home because i really don't want to see anyone that i knew in the past. *running away from her past* but mainly because i won't have any contact with kt like before. maybe only a few hours a day now. with her mom acting as anal as can be its not making the situation any better. even right now i'm so worried for her, but being so far away it really sucks ><

oh yeah mt. st. helens erupted .... D: am i safe at around 100 miles away from it?

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getting really burnt out with me and kt's relationship being tested. thats like the theme of this week. but its weird though because when we talk on the phone its like nothing happened, same with webcamming too. weird >_> ; but i don't like it. the main reason that starts it is her dorky mother. she puts kt in a bad mood then its all downhill from there. *throws a pokute at her mom's head* i should be nice about her mom, but its really hard to =_=; *throws more pokute at her friends* be more supportive please >_>;

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luxuria.net and luxuria.nu are available domains....tempting /pif

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i hate to admit it but damn i'm such a loner now. :D


i think i just got scammed in RO x_x i bought a slotted muffler for 1.1mil and i got disconnected because of my 4 hr online limit...so i reconnect and get back on RO and i'm at 11mil and not 12mil so i'm thinking oooo i did get the muffler...looked in my inventory and no muffler. /an quite upsetting so i made a report to gravity and maybe they'll "fix" it.

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i was just browsing on the ebil forums to see if anything new was happening with them because its not like i hate them or anything. but i see a post and its like *vien pop* YOU can con everyone into thinking you aren't at fault and the defenseless one, but i know about you and how you really are. worm your way to get all the guys and gals to like you ... especially the gals. you may act like you are all loyal and wouldn't do anything wrong and be the perfect guy friend any girl can have. but in reality you aren't nothing but a guy getting around. I really wish i did tell your girlfriend you cheated on her with an underage chick as well....tsktsktsk. There's nothing that can stop me from even saying it now as well. could this be why your family treats you like they do. you probably deserve it >_>; not to mention you pissed my mom off by lying to her as well. meh i hope they really find out how you really are.

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