10 days is just not enough.

so im back from sojourn, and i must say that 10 days is not enough. it just seems like i waited so long for it to be here, and in an instant everything was gone, everyone was gone, and we all were thrown back into the real world. and im not ready to be in the real world. becuase the real world is harsh and cruel, and people dont love you like sojourn people do. and people dont care like sojourn people do. and people dont hug you like sojourn people do. and i dunno, sojourn for me felt so right, and im not sure i get that here in the "real world". i want to search for injustice and fix it. i dunno.. i just miss sojourn, ill sum it up when im not so emotionally vulnerable.

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oh this is the start of something good
dont you agree?
i havent felt like this in so many moons, you know what i mean?
and we can build through this distruction
as we are standing on our feet
so since you wanna be with me
youll have to follow through with every word you say
and i, all i really want is you
you to stick around
ill see you everyday, but you have to follow through
you have to follow through
these reeling emotions, they just keep me alive
they keep me in tune
oh, look what im holding here in my fire
this is for you
am i too obvious to preach it?
youre so hypnotic on my heart
so since you wanna be with me
youll have to follow through with every word you say
and i, all i really want is you
you to stick around
ill see you everyday, but you have to follow through
you have to follow through
the words you say to me, are unlike anything thats ever been said
oh what you do to me is unlike anything thats ever been
am i too obvious to preach it?
youre so hyptonic on my heart
so since you wanna be with me
youll have to follow through with every word you say
and i all i really want is you, you to stick around
ill see you every day
but you have to follow through.
... oh this is the start of something good dont you agree?

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oh my god..

my weekend was the greatest, or at least, my lil mini vacation up to Sac was the greatest. i love seeing my baby, shes the best, and its weird because this time coming home wasnt as bad. i love the fact that the moment was right, and i said exactly what i was thinking. JUNE 2006, crazy. but yeah, had fun with Kay and Alish, singing and being goofs, had fun with my baby, of course, and then in the morning, actually talked with Annette, which was also great, shes really really cool, and really funny. so yeah, happy to be home, and happy to be in love, theres nothing wrong with that...

"who said i cant get married?"

C/.

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this entire entry is completely devoted to my brand new attitude towards everything. ive decided to be positive, because sittting around, not being positive, definatey doest help all it does is make me mad, about everything. so how about this. fuck that. thats what im gonna say, im gonna say fuck that, because there is no fucking point in being pissed off, i dont have time for that shit. MAROON 5 was fucking awesome. they seriously kicked major ass, and i loved every minute of it.that also helped to kick off my new positive attitude. im seriously done bitching. there is no point, because bitching isnt going to change anything. i have a good life, im going to enjoy it. i hope everything is well with all of ya'll. please do me a favor? and enjoy it.. thank you berlin. ps. mika, i owe you one yet again. thanks for everything.

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well, im here in Vegas, visiting my uncle out here. but on the upside i am super pumped because im going to see MAROON 5, so excited. cant wait. that is all. hope everyone's break is super awesome. dotn forget about ESPN 8, The Ocho.

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have you ever wondered if what you have is what you really want?

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