sorri kiddos...this is my last entry...its been great being on this site for awhile,but i'd rather stick to my xanga and my MYSPACE...bye!!

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i need to update more,huh??

it sucks cause i'm really,really busy...

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i have nothing in mind rite now...i've stopped thinking for awhile...but i'm very thankful to those people who tried to cheer me up...your so nice!... ...you make me smile...like he does...

lately nothing has been happening....just catching up with some friends and i seriously want to go somewhere besides school...i'm sick and this sucks ass...bleh...my mind is just so...messed up...having all these problems at the same time is so...annoying...i just need a break.

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i need to do something...i'm dying of boredom!!... ...let's see,yesterday was bleh...i had to clean the house coz my uncle from Vegas was suppose to come...BUT he changed his mind so i spent my afternoon cleaning the house for no particular reason!...*sigh...then i got ready for choir practice coz my other uncle was going to pick me up...BUT he never did!!...so i was disappointed the whole day yesterday...atleast school was okay...woah, i can't believe i said that!...hahaa...oh yesh, and i'm very happie for my Ateh Beth-Beth coz it turns out her moving to go to the P.I. was a false alarm!!... ...yay!! i'm glad she's still going to be in my flip class...we have fun in that class ;) ...love ya Ateh Beth-Beth!!

...as for what's happening in my life...well,it's okay... [for now,i guess]...not a lot of things happening...my life's a complete mess...i won't include you guys into it...i've been so confused lately that i don't know what to do anymore...*sigh i need to get more sleep and school's not looking too good either...i've been through a lot of crap and i've like been lacking off...i've been living my life in zig-zags...and you guys know what??...i'm scared,of what my future is going to turn out like...weird,coz usually people won't really hear this from me,but that's the truth...i'm scared to think that pretty soon i'm going off to college,get a job,have a family, and everything else...i don't want to grow up,you know?...if your confused,it's okay,i know my brain's messed up...but yeah,im just scared of death...yup,pretty odd to say...i'm not that person who would do dumb things anymore...i've been trying so hard to change,but there's always a time when that feeling comes back...i want to have a good future,but i don't even know where to start...i have a feeling that i won't do so good in my life time...and i don't even have that much time to get ready...

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i seriously need to start updating more...hah...sorri,i've been busy...and now my "schedule's" going to be more busy cause i joined folkdance [again] and i joined the choir at church...ok,ok you can laugh at me now... ...i don't know why its so funnie...i'm okay with it,but if you don't like it...then YOU'LL JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT!!...coz you better not get up in my face and talk shtye!!...i was in a really pissy mood today...you can even ask my friends...to that person who i clearly HATE...you better shut the fuck up coz i'm about to KILL YOU!!!...if i've been able to cut myself...then you know that i'm capable of stabbing you rite in the heart!!...so don't fucking mess with ME!!... ...stop pissing me off!!...its not like i already have enough problems added to my fucking life...so don't even bother me!!!....

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why not update...rite??...well,i haven't been exactly on this thing for awhile coz i'm busy checking up on my MySpace...yesh people,i actually have one...shocking!... ...haha...things have been good lately...made new friends and i'm getting used to my new classes for second semester...i'm especially liking the fact that i get to see Nick all the time...hehe...i kinda feel bad for some of my closest friends coz it turns out that not a lot of them are really in a good mood...what sucks is that i'm not there......i'm sorri if i haven't been there but i'm still here to listen to you guys...so if you guys feel like talking,go ahead...i'll listen...i just hope that you guys will feel better...just know that i love you & i miss you guys!!...

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