Is there a doctor in the house?
I've always been on the fence about blogging. I mean would people even read mine? Is it really worth the time it takes to put one together to do it? Innocent told me before she left to feel free to put up a blog in Animanga so after thinking about it...a lot, I've decided to. :) Today is special though. There's a surprise for you guys who are taking the time to read my ramblings. After
seeing how Sacred Tear celebrates their anni I realized something. I have NO idea when Animanga's anni is. I planned on celebrating my 3 month anni with you guys, but that passed last month and slipped away because of the accident I was in. I love you guys. You know who you are. The ones who read my updates, check to see what's on my "to do" list before asking me to upload XXX and understand I'm just one person. The surprise is for those of you who have given me the will to keep going and not get frustrated with those who don't listen to me or call me names. huggles and kisses
Speaking of the accident it has made my life a HUGE mess! I dislike taking painkillers and having to take them because of my injuries suck. The time off of work from all of the doctor appointments, lawyer visits, etc. is horrible! I'm lucky to get 3-6 hours of sleep each night and even when I'm drugged I still can't sleep sometimes because of the pain. It just totally SUCKS!! It's also why I'm home right now and not having to work. I was totally sick yesterday from lack of sleep and the pills I have to take so I had to take today off because I'm not any better really. /sigh What doesn't kill you makes you stronger though right?? Hopefully...maybe...kinda...we'll see....
Enough of that sort of talk though. Doesn't the banner just look sooooo wonderfully delicious??? Of course I didn't make the banner. The wonderfully talented Suke did that for me!! :) Isn't she just amazing?? She's always helping me with banners and the like. Jun...there's a topic I could talk about forever and a day. I think he's just so talented in everything I've seen him in. He can act, dance and sing very well. I am not one to go crazy over any "stars" since honestly I don't find many attractive enough to go crazy over. I grew up in the "Brad Pitt" era in the teens and even to this day I still wonder why everyone loved him so much. There's something about Jun though that I just can't put my finger on. His smile that he's done in ever series I've seen him in melts me to the
bone. His hair, body and face fit perfectly together. He looks beautiful and yet doesn't make me wish I was as "pretty" as he is like some Asian guys do.
I once read in a forum where he said in an interview that if he ever had a girlfriend no one would know. People were saying since he's so popular that wouldn't be possible, but I sure hope he gets his wish. Being truly in love with someone is so wonderful I hope he finds it. Of course I know it won't be with me because I'm not that stupid and I'm with someone, but I do hope he finds his "one and only".
Being in a relationship is very hard work and can be straining as is, but to be in one with the spotlight on you... I can't even imagine how hard it is, but considering how many people break up I'm sure it's very hard...or people are just fickle...never sure which. In the same place someone mentioned how his co-star in HYD asked him to be more romantic or something like that. How silly is that? His character ISN'T a romantic type of character! Besides it's called acting. If she needs someone else's help to do her job she's in the wrong business. Click on the word house. I just don't get it. Seriously, why become something if you can't do it on your own two feet. If he treated her more loveingly would she have performed better? Would the pos series been better? That's right I called HYD a pos. They ruined my one of my favorite series so I can say that. It's why I refuse to have it on my hard drive after having watching it. God I felt like I was in the 9th level of hell it was so bad. Thank God I had Kimi wa Petto to watch after it! Well that's enough of my ranting. I'm getting tired so it's time for me to try and get some more sleep/rest.
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